It was not a bolt from the blue. It was not unexpected too. The local sillies have been working on it for some time now. They are devious. The honest and straight forward days of the pinkies are over and done with for ever. They are into wonderfully kinky things now. What was abhorrent to them in the days of socialist euphoria (Think of the high moral standard they used to uphold every where else than in the realm of international relations.) is the in thing now. They have whole heartedly embraced the “Pleasure Principle” and avidly support all sorts of deviant behavior.
I know of several such “up right’ citizens among the denizens of the lowly left. Their presence would defile the solidest of substances. They spread some sort of a disease which is incurable. I used to work with one of them especially. My heart shivers with revulsion when I think of him. I know that this is a very uppish stance. But even so it is much healthier than that of his. I can understand depravity, but I can never condone it. Not because it is vile but because it shows a lack of strength on the part of the depraved individual. I don’t think that these shoddy specimens of humanity have earned it congenitally. They have developed it themselves in their search of pleasure.
It is not even a conscious decision. It’s imbibed and followed blindly. That is what is hateful in it. These are not out and out morons. These are individuals with a semblance of intellect. No, I can’t say nice things about these, that is beyond me. It is not because I am a moralist, but it is because of the very reverse. These are the guys who have taken it on themselves to change the world for the better. How can they even think on those lines without managing to hang on to a semblance of decency in themselves?
When I think that I also used to take these repulsive cretins seriously I can’t possibly have any faith in my judgment now. Some might wonder why I sometimes deride myself to hell. This is the reason why. I had the ill luck to take some political changelings at their words and as a result had been sadly defrauded. Don’t think that by calling them nitwits I am belittling their deviousness and crookedness. The idiocy and imbecility that I am talking of is of another nature. It’s the worst kind of idiocy that is there in the world.
My wonder is how this vermin–in-the-poison can be taken up with the horrible belief that what they believe is one day going to save the world. This is his most ghastly form of slavery ever. Their barbarousness has not saved them from being the stooges of an ideology which is so utopian and defunct and meaningless and inappropriate that it is ludicrous that it would ever be a force in the world again.
No they do not mater anymore anywhere now. Some might think that my analysis is brutal. But it is the fact. No amount of reading Das Capital, as the Americans are now doing after the recent recession, is going to put the Red Brigade back in power. Their days are over. At the very moment the nuclear bomb was discovered the days of communism and its fond hope of a class less society went through rubbish chute.
It’s never going to revive. So you if there are people gullible enough to believe in such a fantastical notion, develop some sort of dialectics which would make you see the reality as it exists now.
Anyway these only bear very generally with what happened today. They did a ‘crab’ on me, did not approach in a straight line. I could see them circling around. The aberrant individuals have a style of their own in such matters. They are hand in hand with the group that is out to get me. This has been going on for sometime. They erred in their judgment of me and were led astray by one among them. He had an axe to grind and he made use of the organization he was in for the purpose.
He is a lowly character. This was evident to the discerning from the very first. He looks definitely like an anal retentive to me. One can understand just by looking at him that he had passed the stage of having any finer feelings for others or the world in general. It is not even disillusionment. It was total bestiality concealed only very barely.
This was deplorable, to say the least. Not because I was affected, I have seen others being shoddily treated by him before. He was the organizations darling and because of his wretchedness they had to stand by him. You can’t take sides where one of the has been done in by the life can you. They naturally took his side. Let facts go wander!
But it is the lack of insight that is worrying. I could be the only decent individual around in the set up in the sense that I have a pathological aversion to corruption. Of course these strange people thunder that they are against corruption at every opportunity they have. They are either the greatest dissemblers around or are so gullible and innocent to believe that the guy’s they are supporting is blameless.
Honestly I have started to hate the very sight of them. This has nothing to do with their political affiliations. The left is a non existent ‘thingy’ now in the world. It has run its course and is now defunct. Such as these would never grasp it because of an inability to go beyond the injected beliefs. All round them their laboriously erected citadels are crumbling. People are calling them liars and cheats to their faces. There is in-fight in their camps. Some of them have already espoused the cause of capitalism in a big way. Those who have seen the modern versions of the once idealistic (they called themselves “Materialists” then. Their modern brethren would qualify as the toughest specimens of it.)
There is one thing going for them now, the cronies are ready to work hard to make a living by collecting funds. If they show half the industry in their lives they would be successful in life. But strangely they would not. I have been places where they hold full sway in the past. The hot stars as well as the humble followers would be sitting around in the most unusual of places smoking ‘beedies’ and drinking foul tea all day long discussing world politics. Oh don’t make any noises about it. They know the world politics by heart. They can guess at the moves Obama. They would know what is happening in Gaza and elsewhere. But if you ask them if there is anything to eat at home, well that was what they were unaware of.
The times have changed and now they have become converted en- masse into pseudo-capitalists all of a sudden. They talk only of market now and of power of course. They have learned that power is money and they are out to make it. In the case of trade unions this has become more brazen. They have even taken to claim fantastical and non existent things as their victories.
They are at times unbelievable.
I have been ignoring them. I thought that they would never have the temerity to approach me for their fund collections, thought that they would at least have the decency to let me be. We both know where we stand.
Yet there it is. They came and did some “Crab” moves and there is money in their kitty. Good work really. Only it has left a foul smell behind.
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