Saviors and Destroyers

My love, I can’t control myself any more. I am shaking from head to toe with the force of a terrible laugh that is bursting bounds within me. God what am I to do, where am I to run, how can I kill this terrible demon of all mirth?

It seems that there are both the saviors of the race and the destroyers of the race amongst us. (The one last thing I can go for now is an acronym. I shudder and quake thinking about it. Deplorable as it may seem I hate the stuff to hell.
That is what ignorance is all about. You can’t hate something you can make use of in many ways.)

As to the problem with the saviors and destroyers, I of course belong to the later breed! (That, goes without saying does it not?!). Well that is but natural considering the unbelievable envy I feel for some of my fellow beings!

How I feel cast out from the good things of life, I some times even shed tears intermittently for it. Did I just use the word intermittently? It means without a pause does it not? (Control yourself man, control yourself)

My, how I love such words and how I miss the friendship of certain holy beings of my race in the bargain. How can any one do without their help I can not say for one, those in the know would probably elucidate on this point that I feel so strongly about.

Well we were saying something about saviors, weren’t we?

You can see such saviors all over the world. They are resplendent, they glitter all over, and they are the conglomeration of all the good things in the world. They can do no wrong; in fact they have the divine sanction to do the most spectacular of things for the good of the world.

Bishop Landa (Is it Landau?) one such savior of the human race. He burned all the accumulated codices of the Inca’s (or was it Maya’s? or the Maoris? How I seem to forget things?). He was greatly lauded for his efforts.

I laud him too, for the blessed of all deeds he did in this world. He single handedly eliminated the cultural heritage of a people at one go. He truly deserves the accolade he got. Great man! One of lesser convictions wouldn’t have dared to do such heroic deeds. What makes a man? Nothing else but his convictions. If one can believe implicitly in anything he is true hero. He can cut throats, stab at a true heart without flinching. Put poison in the drinks of the innocents.

Some might think that I am anti religion the way I write. (Some have already thought so, I believe, going by the truly Christian deeds they do against me now!) I have nothing against the illumined, but I have everything against all established institutions in the world, whether it is Christian, Hindu, Buddhist, or Muslim or of any other colors. My basic belief is that all institutions cripple human minds. (Who does the guy think he is?) I would have liked to destroy every sickly institution in the world. (See, see!) Not that it would have changed any thing; other such structures would emerge again and become as bad as these. But that at least would have been worth a try.

-Would the saviors of the world feel extreme disgust if I say that I have had occasion to meet some of the greats who were ever born on this earth- well, let us say even Christ? (In your dreams, you anti-Christ, such as you would never meet him.
We reserve the rights to see, praise, worship, deny his teachings, go against it, trample them under foot, make money out of religion, and play politics with it. We would not allow even Christ to interfere with our present comfortable hold on the public- a la Dostoevsky depiction of such an event in Brothers Karamazov.)

Yes it was in the dreams, I must admit, it is always a sort of dream state when the consciousness reaches other planes.

Not that it has any importance. (What has, in your case?) These are the normal things that happen in such states. The only thing it did was to destroy my belief that the myth about him has no factual basis. Well I was glad; there is the necessity of such people among us. Not people like the God men who abound in the world now. They start a foundation and lolls in luxury and fame once they gain popularity.

Not that their practices are bad, to tell you the truth! People are out there to be kidded, so why should they not make hay while the sun shines? They are living in the world of duality aren’t they? They know perfectly well that no amount of falling at their feet is going to get these dumb people anywhere. But these idiots have money and why not make use of it?

To date I have only heard of one such God man who does something for the poor out of his immense revenue in India. I have not seen him or even heard him speak. But if the media is to be believed he has done a lot for the poor people around his village and in general. I am not discussing his teachings or his godliness. I am only concerned about the way a person approaches his given or acquired constituency. And he is good that way.

Certain religious organizations have also done something on lesser lines. Some might even plead that considering their world wide presence the total good that they did all over the world far out distance that of the above God man. They may be in the right for all that I know. But sadly they all have a political agenda too. That diminishes the little that they do for the unfortunate.