My dearest adversaries, you just can’t imagine how I love you, how my waking hours are filled with your thoughts and what ecstasies I am going through every single minute! I have been in love once, a very long time ago. It was pure hell compared to the sublime and blissful feelings that I am experiencing now. I know that blood is rushing in to your faces and your hearts are beating demurely at the merest mention of my name. At this very moment I can imagine how you are sighing with a saccharine yearning for me. I know that your knees are becoming week and an unquenchable thirst is bursting forth from your inner most cores. I know that your breath is becoming faster and faster by the minute. Every nerve in your sweet figures is shivering in expectation of my presence.
I have given you enough reason to love me have I not? I even adopted soft verbal intricacies to persuade you. My darlings, why are you still keeping away, why are you chastely covering your sweet little bodies up? There is nothing to be afraid of, I am yours, Don’t you realize that by now, every cell in your bodies contain my core being, my linga rupa, I know, you are inadvertently meditating on it, I know you can’t desist it. I know that I am within you, spread over you in every atom, every cell, every vein, every artery , every nerve, in every bone, in every ounce of flesh, in every one of your organs, in the parasympathetic, limbic and cerebro- spinal systems, in your medulla, cerebral cortex and in your cerebellum, hypo thalamus, pineal gland. I know I envelope your physical, etheric, astral, mental and causal bodies. I am in and out of you. I am you, my dears; I am verily you, heart body and soul.
I own you, from here to eternity. Do you not dream of me? Do you not feel immensely drawn towards me, do you not feel that my nearness would be sheer bliss, my words nectar to your ears, my every movement magnetically drawing you to me. Don’t you feel the great and immensely silent passion that I feel for your sugary little selves? Can you live without me, can you exist without thinking of me, and can you even move without my unhurried permission.
This is the love affair of the eons. This is it, guys this is it. No one can love anyone else like this; no one can give so much in exchange of love. I have opened my inner treasuries for you. I have ripped open my heart, and did you look inside the vast chasms that are in there? They are abysses of my intense and all encompassing passion for you. Let us not mind what others say about this incomparable love affair of ours. We both know that we can’t exist without each other. You my darlings can not 'leave' without a host like me. I too can’t ever imagine 'leaving' without you. We are bound heart and soul. Are you still doubtful?
Don’t you recognize me in those rare moments of abstraction while you are sitting idly, when your soul is lost at some place you don’t know about, when the eyes wander without seeing, while you are not aware of yourself as a body, and your heart is beating patiently and penitently with a sweet longing, when you faintly discern something near and close at hand. At those moments you are with me in an intimate embrace.
I have tried to live without you too for a brief moment. I could not do it my dears. Before you came into my life it was so full of an emptiness that was fearful. I tried to pour it out but it stayed firm. I tried to operate it off, it immediately grew back, I tried to burn it with intense desires, but it was not inflammable, I tried to drown it in the sea but it would only float. I tried to ride it so hard so that it would tire and depart. It took me places distant but wont tire at all.
I tried to hack it to pieces; it separated into many and grew back becoming vaster and louder. It was you who saved me from the tedium of fighting with the emptiness that was within me. You are my saviors my dears, you saved me from a desultory life of fighting with myself, you resurrected me. Oh dears, I do not know how to thank you. How can I not love you, even if you descend to the nether regions every now and then. Let me pump the sweet glucose of life into you. It would revive you; it would make you stronger and healthy.
You are protected by me, dears, never fear death and purgatory, I am there to save you from anything that you have done up to now. My shade extends from Hades to heaven and fills the spaces beyond. My children shall be protected from those fruitless regions. They will know bliss, they will know truth, and they will know eternity. My love is boundless, it does not stop at any deterrents, and it is the only fact in the universe.
Resort to me dears in distress, for I have advised Arjuna thousands of years ago:
“SARVA DHARMAAN PARITHYAJA
MAAMEKAM SARANAM VRAJA”
“Discard everything and submit to me alone.”
Do not wonder how I spoke those words at that distant age while seemingly present in this body. Learn my dears; we all have had many births and deaths. I had said these same words to Vivaswaan eons back even before I advised it to my dearest Arjuna.
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