All that you see in this blog may not be what they seem to be at the first glance.
I have a reason for saying this.
Recently, every post I previously wrote on this blog has been put under a microscope and was found utterly defective by some innocent people!
I wrote about cruelty in one of them
Some highly intelligent readers assumed that I am completely at sea as far as word meanings and researching them in the dictionary was concerned.
I can’t blame them of course, for they are entirely in the right about the post.
All hell broke loose at certain quarters about it, it seems,
-and about some of my other posts too!
It was all highly interesting and dramatic; I enjoyed it a great deal.
The question they should have asked themselves was this
-Would anyone commit such blunders just like that?
No they would not.
There could be some purpose behind such obvious gaffes.
The fact is this.
To me, what I write in the blog is not important
WHY I WRITE is more important.
And keeping on writing is of utmost importance.
It is about a war that they would not understand.
-and it is also not their war.
They are all very serious about life,
I like them and would not want them to be hurt for their contact with me.
I did not want to drag them into it in the first place,
but they became curious and what can I do about that.
This war is very real for me
-and I worry that these innocents would also become a part of it.
My regular readership is highly exclusive and they are dangerous.
They are not the type to leave comments.
My posts are a game that I play with them.
I write for them alone.
This blog thus is an instrument of war.
When they look for a weakness in me (in intellect, emotional life, anything)
I provide them with it through my postings.
When they jump for joy because I have become weak,
I go hard at them.
They want to shut the blog down.
They have tried to do it before.
They haven’t succeeded.
I am forcing their hands to do something drastic.
We both pretend on the surface that nothing of the sort is happening.
I did not start this blog to illuminate anybody or boast about my literary talent.
It had a definite purpose behind it. Keeping myself alive was not the least of it!
To them it is a business deal, a contract.
To me it’s my bloody life.
Everything I do on the net has a definite purpose behind them.
I had planned to ditch the blog the moment I achieved one part of my aim, to start on something else.
That is, to make them show their hand to me.
I think I have achieved that.
I am not a bad strategist.
I usually achieve what I set out to achieve, single finger or not.
I might deny everything I have written today and say something else tomorrow.
It is all in the game.
This post is also a move in the game.
If you want, you are welcome to watch it. But don’t take part in the real game or take it all to heart.
The better posts I have written (on Yoga and mind control etc, that is if the are good at all!)
-Can be taken quite seriously
-For they are written to assert myself over my friends the contractors.
But be choosey what you pick from the dishes that I serve!
Good day my sweet friends, I am sorry if you are disappointed in me.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
In Defense of Nonsense
[As the scene opens you hear,
Voices:
“Off with his head”
“The impostor,”
“The idolater (he believes in Buddha of all people)”
“The primordial biped”
“The bloody illiterate injian”
Then there is a scuffle, something falls down, and some one is seen running.
Enter on stage, the Scribe in abject terror, running for dear life, holding dearly on to the dilapidated computer of his, trying to type in words with a single digit in his hand. (He hasn’t learned typing; it’s an uphill task every time he tries to type anything)
Sounds of running feet coming nearer, the scribe cowers, and runs to a corner of stage trying furiously to finish what he was doing.
Enter on stage armed: Men and women boys and girls.
There is laughter and animated conversations,
Some of them shout.
Draw your weapons
Several draw their acronyms, and witticisms, glistening like sabers.
Shouts of “ Kill, kill “
They lunge in unison
The Scrivener falls, all bloodied over.
The scene darkens; infinite bathos is playing in the back ground.
When the scene lights up some one is rummaging in a garbage bin. He comes up with a machine, flat and damaged.
He opens it up and begins to read:]
"IN DEFENSE OF NONSENSE
I was reading Rebeca, and I was entranced.
How beautifully the prose moves,
rhythmic, undulating, shedding liquid light on unseen and minute substructure of sensitive experience.
[Oh God did I just write that, what would the Madame say?]
What a wonderful name -Daphne du…..Maurier …..Brings Eliot and scriptures back ….damyata ….
[You loafer, think you are him, who shook his spear during the reign of our majesty the queen Vittorio de sica?
Don’t be bombastic.
Eliot indeed,
and that da da da is from the epic Gilgamesh, not from any horrible injian scriptures.
I studied it for great many years at the Universal City]
Have I read Rebeca before?
May be, but it appears fresh at every new look.
-Oh no, I do not care for the slushy romanticism in the story,
romance murders me,
I am an unabashed believer in practical life.
(Don’t read too much into it, I am not amoral and even immoral)
I too had once caught the fever of platonic love in my teens, (damn Plato)
my, the pain and torment I underwent on those days!
It still brings tears of pity into my eyes for my former self.
-Platonic relationships- whew, not in the case of love my man, not in the case of love, may be in everything else.
As I had once fallen into the trap I was over cautious on all other occasions.
There was this incident where I was in a train at night and had the ill luck (others might call it sheer bliss) to get acquainted with a girl on the next birth.
I can’t sleep on a train,
it reminds me of cradles and rocking of mothers and aunts and women in general and about all who picks you up when you are little to pat, cuddle, squeeze, poke their noses into you and generally have fun with the soft little body. {Madame, my apologies again]
- It makes me feel helpless and dispirited.
- I need firm ground beneath me to sleep.
Well there was this girl and we got talking.
She was to get off the train some where in the middle of the night and so was sitting with eyes wide open
- and they were good eyes too, judging by the passing lights from stations.
Our portion was totally dark;
the holder of the bulb looked like an inverted mammary gland.
(Strong maternal imagery all through the post I see!)
[You mope; you said it was totally dark,
how did you see the holder then?
-Your esteemed honor, may I invite your kind attention to an earlier reference that I had the occasion to make?
-That of the passing lights?
I have 20/20 vision my lord.
I could see even in pitch darkness, or so some sweet nymphs say]
All the other wonderful people around us were sleeping as if they were doing their major in sleep and all else was subsidiary( may be they studied at the Universal City too)
- such was their total involvement in the sweet repose.
So she was in the middle birth and I was on the lower,
I was talking to her standing up out of politeness.
- Any thing could have happened then you know, other than the most bizarre, the proximity was such.
I had to struggle with the real villain inside me.
I was learning it the hard way that sometimes even faint smells would make people go crazy.
She was swishing the hair around a lot too. (Was it intentional?)
What the bloody hell…
Now she slithered down and sat on by birth and suddenly came up with a line which I hold in holy dread.
“You know, it is as if we have known each other for a long time.”
Lord God Almighty,
(this comes of being decent! she had me measured)
I bolted under the pretext of lighting a cigarette and had to spend rest of the time
(till she left the train)
in the corridor, praying to every known deity that she wouldn’t push any further on it,
and talking to some bums loitering there with an occasional nod to her from a distance.
Later that night I wished her good bye at last
( being of a good sort I had assisted her with her baggage too)
and she introduced me to her brother,
man, I had a terrible time 'hum'ing and 'haw'ing to him on the platform to dispel any doubts that he may hold of having something of the matrimonial line in the incident
-There was nothing wrong with her credentials mind you.
Employed, educated (she even taught me how to spell Quasi Govt- I wonder how that came up),
sensitive, (“there is moonlight outside isn’t there?”
Oh man, I can tell you, that one was tough under the circumstances.
It seemed pitch black to me all the time)
Not bad looking either,
somewhat wheat complexioned,
small in figure
(Me, 5 / 11 and a half inches, could turn a heavy iron rod umpteen times over head-
you get the idea, I hope
- would be the first to run in any dangerous situations too!)
small hands and feet,
nails polished black
(hate nail polish on women and abhor on men, some men in the country side have this habit.
My soul shudders at it every time I view one.)
Had great loads of hair and two very good eyes.
Nobody feels bad when such treasures fall into their laps out of the blue except perhaps yours truly.
No, no, don’t even dare to go there!
I can bring whole constellations into being if I want to.
At the time I was speaking of, I could have generated the bloody cosmic evolution it self.
-Man, you have to stop raising your eyebrows like that and mumbling,
“You hooded egotistical …….”,
I may have some chauvinism in me but it is not chronic and untreatable.
My fear of a girl’s affection stems from two other things altogether;
one is the great fear of responsibility.
Though I might tow the line once I was really caught,
I preferred not be caught at all and the other is this inherent weakness of mine,
can’t say no to a girl who professes to like me.
I can never be firm in such cases and would go through terrifying internal conflicts if I did,
having absolutely no judgment on these.
I still remember the incident when a girl offered me sweets at school and I had brashly declined it out of pride.
I thought she was not my type, if I had known any better then!
Whenever I recall it, I still sweat blood for my insensitiveness to her.
No kidding man, no one knows how I regretted it afterwards,
she would have long forgotten it by now, but not me my friends!
I had too many such experiences in my life with girls, not that I am an Apollo in human attire
- I have seen Vishnu Narayanan Namboodiri look like a trillion bucks at the age of fifty-five-
It was a very sobering experience.
I am not hideous to look at, that is all.
But I wonder why it is always the other way round in my case all the time.
Normally men chase girls,
well, surprisingly every girl I got a little close to, sort of wants to cuddle me and play with me all the time!
(I must say that those that I keep at a distance hate me like hell,
or usually manage to portray that they do.
Some even glower at me for no reason at all!
Why I wonder!)
I may have the Eternal Child in me,
and may be I am projecting my child unbeknownst to myself to all and sundry.
I could gauge the maternal feeling coming through in them almost always,
there would be the gentle smile, the wistful look, the change in tone the sigh and the slight but ever so slight leaning towards me.
I hate that when it happens.
The end"
The man stopped reading and threw the note- book back into the bin.
He sighed:
“Lies are always more attractive than the truth.”
As the light slowly fades on stage he starts to sing.
“If non-sense could turn into petty pence
This man had it in abundance.
As the matter stands, he uttered sense
And was done in for his foolish-ness “
Closing chant as the curtain falls:
“He was pretty dense, he was pretty dense
He was pretty dense, he was pretty dense”
Finis
I
Voices:
“Off with his head”
“The impostor,”
“The idolater (he believes in Buddha of all people)”
“The primordial biped”
“The bloody illiterate injian”
Then there is a scuffle, something falls down, and some one is seen running.
Enter on stage, the Scribe in abject terror, running for dear life, holding dearly on to the dilapidated computer of his, trying to type in words with a single digit in his hand. (He hasn’t learned typing; it’s an uphill task every time he tries to type anything)
Sounds of running feet coming nearer, the scribe cowers, and runs to a corner of stage trying furiously to finish what he was doing.
Enter on stage armed: Men and women boys and girls.
There is laughter and animated conversations,
Some of them shout.
Draw your weapons
Several draw their acronyms, and witticisms, glistening like sabers.
Shouts of “ Kill, kill “
They lunge in unison
The Scrivener falls, all bloodied over.
The scene darkens; infinite bathos is playing in the back ground.
When the scene lights up some one is rummaging in a garbage bin. He comes up with a machine, flat and damaged.
He opens it up and begins to read:]
"IN DEFENSE OF NONSENSE
I was reading Rebeca, and I was entranced.
How beautifully the prose moves,
rhythmic, undulating, shedding liquid light on unseen and minute substructure of sensitive experience.
[Oh God did I just write that, what would the Madame say?]
What a wonderful name -Daphne du…..Maurier …..Brings Eliot and scriptures back ….damyata ….
[You loafer, think you are him, who shook his spear during the reign of our majesty the queen Vittorio de sica?
Don’t be bombastic.
Eliot indeed,
and that da da da is from the epic Gilgamesh, not from any horrible injian scriptures.
I studied it for great many years at the Universal City]
Have I read Rebeca before?
May be, but it appears fresh at every new look.
-Oh no, I do not care for the slushy romanticism in the story,
romance murders me,
I am an unabashed believer in practical life.
(Don’t read too much into it, I am not amoral and even immoral)
I too had once caught the fever of platonic love in my teens, (damn Plato)
my, the pain and torment I underwent on those days!
It still brings tears of pity into my eyes for my former self.
-Platonic relationships- whew, not in the case of love my man, not in the case of love, may be in everything else.
As I had once fallen into the trap I was over cautious on all other occasions.
There was this incident where I was in a train at night and had the ill luck (others might call it sheer bliss) to get acquainted with a girl on the next birth.
I can’t sleep on a train,
it reminds me of cradles and rocking of mothers and aunts and women in general and about all who picks you up when you are little to pat, cuddle, squeeze, poke their noses into you and generally have fun with the soft little body. {Madame, my apologies again]
- It makes me feel helpless and dispirited.
- I need firm ground beneath me to sleep.
Well there was this girl and we got talking.
She was to get off the train some where in the middle of the night and so was sitting with eyes wide open
- and they were good eyes too, judging by the passing lights from stations.
Our portion was totally dark;
the holder of the bulb looked like an inverted mammary gland.
(Strong maternal imagery all through the post I see!)
[You mope; you said it was totally dark,
how did you see the holder then?
-Your esteemed honor, may I invite your kind attention to an earlier reference that I had the occasion to make?
-That of the passing lights?
I have 20/20 vision my lord.
I could see even in pitch darkness, or so some sweet nymphs say]
All the other wonderful people around us were sleeping as if they were doing their major in sleep and all else was subsidiary( may be they studied at the Universal City too)
- such was their total involvement in the sweet repose.
So she was in the middle birth and I was on the lower,
I was talking to her standing up out of politeness.
- Any thing could have happened then you know, other than the most bizarre, the proximity was such.
I had to struggle with the real villain inside me.
I was learning it the hard way that sometimes even faint smells would make people go crazy.
She was swishing the hair around a lot too. (Was it intentional?)
What the bloody hell…
Now she slithered down and sat on by birth and suddenly came up with a line which I hold in holy dread.
“You know, it is as if we have known each other for a long time.”
Lord God Almighty,
(this comes of being decent! she had me measured)
I bolted under the pretext of lighting a cigarette and had to spend rest of the time
(till she left the train)
in the corridor, praying to every known deity that she wouldn’t push any further on it,
and talking to some bums loitering there with an occasional nod to her from a distance.
Later that night I wished her good bye at last
( being of a good sort I had assisted her with her baggage too)
and she introduced me to her brother,
man, I had a terrible time 'hum'ing and 'haw'ing to him on the platform to dispel any doubts that he may hold of having something of the matrimonial line in the incident
-There was nothing wrong with her credentials mind you.
Employed, educated (she even taught me how to spell Quasi Govt- I wonder how that came up),
sensitive, (“there is moonlight outside isn’t there?”
Oh man, I can tell you, that one was tough under the circumstances.
It seemed pitch black to me all the time)
Not bad looking either,
somewhat wheat complexioned,
small in figure
(Me, 5 / 11 and a half inches, could turn a heavy iron rod umpteen times over head-
you get the idea, I hope
- would be the first to run in any dangerous situations too!)
small hands and feet,
nails polished black
(hate nail polish on women and abhor on men, some men in the country side have this habit.
My soul shudders at it every time I view one.)
Had great loads of hair and two very good eyes.
Nobody feels bad when such treasures fall into their laps out of the blue except perhaps yours truly.
No, no, don’t even dare to go there!
I can bring whole constellations into being if I want to.
At the time I was speaking of, I could have generated the bloody cosmic evolution it self.
-Man, you have to stop raising your eyebrows like that and mumbling,
“You hooded egotistical …….”,
I may have some chauvinism in me but it is not chronic and untreatable.
My fear of a girl’s affection stems from two other things altogether;
one is the great fear of responsibility.
Though I might tow the line once I was really caught,
I preferred not be caught at all and the other is this inherent weakness of mine,
can’t say no to a girl who professes to like me.
I can never be firm in such cases and would go through terrifying internal conflicts if I did,
having absolutely no judgment on these.
I still remember the incident when a girl offered me sweets at school and I had brashly declined it out of pride.
I thought she was not my type, if I had known any better then!
Whenever I recall it, I still sweat blood for my insensitiveness to her.
No kidding man, no one knows how I regretted it afterwards,
she would have long forgotten it by now, but not me my friends!
I had too many such experiences in my life with girls, not that I am an Apollo in human attire
- I have seen Vishnu Narayanan Namboodiri look like a trillion bucks at the age of fifty-five-
It was a very sobering experience.
I am not hideous to look at, that is all.
But I wonder why it is always the other way round in my case all the time.
Normally men chase girls,
well, surprisingly every girl I got a little close to, sort of wants to cuddle me and play with me all the time!
(I must say that those that I keep at a distance hate me like hell,
or usually manage to portray that they do.
Some even glower at me for no reason at all!
Why I wonder!)
I may have the Eternal Child in me,
and may be I am projecting my child unbeknownst to myself to all and sundry.
I could gauge the maternal feeling coming through in them almost always,
there would be the gentle smile, the wistful look, the change in tone the sigh and the slight but ever so slight leaning towards me.
I hate that when it happens.
The end"
The man stopped reading and threw the note- book back into the bin.
He sighed:
“Lies are always more attractive than the truth.”
As the light slowly fades on stage he starts to sing.
“If non-sense could turn into petty pence
This man had it in abundance.
As the matter stands, he uttered sense
And was done in for his foolish-ness “
Closing chant as the curtain falls:
“He was pretty dense, he was pretty dense
He was pretty dense, he was pretty dense”
Finis
I
Sunday, October 5, 2008
The Question of Privacy
[The over lords of the globe Speak:
You dumb ass, why did you start a blog in the first place and name it thus?
As a penance for our kind acceptance of you and your lassitude and your utter disregard for what is happening around you?
Such utter nonsense you mute, you should have kept quite, for words that matter would issue only from our silken lips, not from you, not from some stupid ape (oh apes are welcome as long as they are servile and as long as they are not parasites), we hold the rights for every word you utter (Don’t even “utter” nonsense, don’t even dare, that too belongs to our forte!)
You have no rights what so ever, get it into your head, you have not been allowed into the fortress of wisdom, you are an out cast, dig your hole in the ground and we might, just might, take compassion on you and pour some gruel into it.
Drink it like it is the very nectar, you minion, and be satisfied with your low grade existence.
The audacity, the total neglect for the gods of this earth- can any one believe it? See how we glitter, see how we lighten up the place we are in, see how superior we are, and how even our basest inanities become like the choicest wisdom in the whole universe.
Dare you say you knew Einstein, even if he had come up with that quote equating the human stupidity with that of the vastness of universe, excluding only himself from it, Even if we shunted him from school to school because of his inborn stupidity, for we knew him thoroughly and you not?]
And now to you direct, fair friend,
What I did find in you, wise friend, and that could be because I haven’t looked any further, was a certain charm in your words.
When I see something like the following lines, written by O.V. Usha;
“Oh I am without words…..! look,
blossoms fair, and radiant, on the wayside!”
(Inept translation! poetry can not be translated the wise say!)
-Perhaps you can do it better than me I hope? Here are the original Malayalam lines (this is not a dig at your great wisdom by any means!)
(VAKKUKALILLA….
VELUTHU VIRINJORU POOKKALITHA VAZHIVAKKIL.)
When I view these lines, I don’t exactly go into rapture, but they shake up my being somewhat.
Usha was not writing a Haiku, yet it brings back memories of Basho.
“When I look carefully, I see a nazzuna
Blooming by the hedge.”
They were not out to take advantage of anything. They found something curious, where others would have found something very normal. No one need have worried; it is not a galacticaly dangerous practice. It’s only a personal point of view. It definitely did not hold any element of possessiveness in it.
For, they did not want to pluck the flowers and make them their own, they were only glad those existed. Some may call it metaphysics. I wonder too, could it be some sort of physics- a physics of awareness rather than an awareness of physique…….?
But then alas, perception always requires something visible before it (like the nazzuna or the fair flowers), though not necessarily tangible, like the chilling touch of an ellipsis.
I couldn’t be a Basho or Usha but I thought I had found something nice. It reminded me of some one who did the impossible in this land, (These are honest words; don’t defile them with an acronym). Perhaps you know who I am referring to, for you seem to have all the dope on me.
Perhaps I was wrong. Or was I? As I said, it is a matter of personal view point….and not a matter of my bestial preferences.
My personal world has nothing to do with yours. So don’t play with it even for popularity’s sake for the single reason that I was perhaps inept to believe in you.
I was delighted in a good way. That is all there to it. There was nothing mystical or platonic in it.
Here are those wonderful lines once again.
“When I look carefully, I see a nazzuna
Blooming by the hedge.”
They are not mine as you know, but they could have been mine. They reflect my attitude in a nutshell. I hold no rancor. You are young and impressionable,
and I am as old as the world.
Make anything you wish of it.
You dumb ass, why did you start a blog in the first place and name it thus?
As a penance for our kind acceptance of you and your lassitude and your utter disregard for what is happening around you?
Such utter nonsense you mute, you should have kept quite, for words that matter would issue only from our silken lips, not from you, not from some stupid ape (oh apes are welcome as long as they are servile and as long as they are not parasites), we hold the rights for every word you utter (Don’t even “utter” nonsense, don’t even dare, that too belongs to our forte!)
You have no rights what so ever, get it into your head, you have not been allowed into the fortress of wisdom, you are an out cast, dig your hole in the ground and we might, just might, take compassion on you and pour some gruel into it.
Drink it like it is the very nectar, you minion, and be satisfied with your low grade existence.
The audacity, the total neglect for the gods of this earth- can any one believe it? See how we glitter, see how we lighten up the place we are in, see how superior we are, and how even our basest inanities become like the choicest wisdom in the whole universe.
Dare you say you knew Einstein, even if he had come up with that quote equating the human stupidity with that of the vastness of universe, excluding only himself from it, Even if we shunted him from school to school because of his inborn stupidity, for we knew him thoroughly and you not?]
And now to you direct, fair friend,
What I did find in you, wise friend, and that could be because I haven’t looked any further, was a certain charm in your words.
When I see something like the following lines, written by O.V. Usha;
“Oh I am without words…..! look,
blossoms fair, and radiant, on the wayside!”
(Inept translation! poetry can not be translated the wise say!)
-Perhaps you can do it better than me I hope? Here are the original Malayalam lines (this is not a dig at your great wisdom by any means!)
(VAKKUKALILLA….
VELUTHU VIRINJORU POOKKALITHA VAZHIVAKKIL.)
When I view these lines, I don’t exactly go into rapture, but they shake up my being somewhat.
Usha was not writing a Haiku, yet it brings back memories of Basho.
“When I look carefully, I see a nazzuna
Blooming by the hedge.”
They were not out to take advantage of anything. They found something curious, where others would have found something very normal. No one need have worried; it is not a galacticaly dangerous practice. It’s only a personal point of view. It definitely did not hold any element of possessiveness in it.
For, they did not want to pluck the flowers and make them their own, they were only glad those existed. Some may call it metaphysics. I wonder too, could it be some sort of physics- a physics of awareness rather than an awareness of physique…….?
But then alas, perception always requires something visible before it (like the nazzuna or the fair flowers), though not necessarily tangible, like the chilling touch of an ellipsis.
I couldn’t be a Basho or Usha but I thought I had found something nice. It reminded me of some one who did the impossible in this land, (These are honest words; don’t defile them with an acronym). Perhaps you know who I am referring to, for you seem to have all the dope on me.
Perhaps I was wrong. Or was I? As I said, it is a matter of personal view point….and not a matter of my bestial preferences.
My personal world has nothing to do with yours. So don’t play with it even for popularity’s sake for the single reason that I was perhaps inept to believe in you.
I was delighted in a good way. That is all there to it. There was nothing mystical or platonic in it.
Here are those wonderful lines once again.
“When I look carefully, I see a nazzuna
Blooming by the hedge.”
They are not mine as you know, but they could have been mine. They reflect my attitude in a nutshell. I hold no rancor. You are young and impressionable,
and I am as old as the world.
Make anything you wish of it.
I AM WHAT I AM
Whew, got it in the mid ribs!
-I am breathless, I am devastated.
Good lord, who knew that my poor posts would become a global event!
Oh, my fair (and not so fair) friends,
- I give you my solemn assurance,
-I wouldn’t be on that thing for gazillion (favorite expression of my little nephew, meaning endless I suppose!) multiplied by quadrillion, quadrillion …..quadrillion Kuwaiti Dinars!
I feel truly infinitesimal
- dismal would have been the more appropriate word but …
I will let that go for now.
Yet how can I let go of my embarrassment in front of the loving soul that is with me,
- for no reason other than the recurrence of the images of an ellipsis and of a something coupled with remarks on bareness
-which was subtly planted in my mind by certain wonderfully insensitive geniuses?
I pledge my word that I have nil animalistic inclinations on that line.
As it has been lately established by some very perceptive people that I am a terrible cannibal
(Can I question their judgment from my innate imbecility?);
-I am glad you guys were so terribly careful about yourself;
-otherwise I probably would have gobbled you all up in no time!
That would have been a great pity,
-considering my worthlessness to the world and your extreme worth.
(But then why is the cannibal hurt,
- in horrible pain and is withering with sorrow?
And why does the soul of the cannibal shudder at the sickness of it all?
The Cannibal is not supposed to have a soul,
-or intelligence and culture!
He is after human flesh,
-he is the ultimate parasite,
-and alas he does not yet recognize it! )
-Should you be so brilliant, should you be indeed!
What do you take us lesser mortals for,
-Illiterate aboriginals in persistent need for clear guidance in matters of conscience?
Oh the triteness,
-the wretchedness,
-the total and complete banality
-of the insinuations,
- and the way it was done!
And I am terribly bad at riddles;
-electrocute me please,
-instead of putting me on something on a territory which I do not own and do not want to ever own.
I forgot to tell you,
-this blog is not for the highly enlightened;
-it was not advertised with visiting other blogs and leaving my URL in them,
--except on two isolated incidents to date.
No one is forced to visit it or read its content,
-I post whenever I am in a mood to post and whatever “nonsense” I choose.
It is my adventure with my own little ‘parasitic’ inner world,
-not an attempt to attract any one into it,
-though I write as if I have a large audience,
- it is just a fad;
-there is nothing more to it than that.
All conversations,
-whether internal or external,
-do expect an audience before them,
-other wise they wouldn’t take place,
-even the greatly enlightened would probably agree to this.
Yet sometimes people do come to my blog,
I haven’t bothered to ask why,
-because I was not out to catch them and make them my own,
I have always thought that life is sort of a short interval between birth and death and that it has no meaning other than what we make of it.
The meaning I personally ascribe it is to live it the way I feel it from time to time.
I often wonder what others see in what I write,
-some of the posts are hastily done in a stupid style with no finesse and flair,
- (oh, do Cannibals have such things!)
-just to get it over with-
-yet I wouldn’t complain.
Let them spend as much time as they want in it.
(It is no boast, I have “Start Counter” in it,
-and they give pretty good account of what the visitors do in the blog.)
I had planned to delete the blog after I reached 180 blog posts,
-since I can not find time and energy to do it with my job which requires some daily driving.
Now I have decided to let it stay alive.
I am game, I thrive on the acrimony, and it hardens my resolve to fight on.
Folks, I had come up by the hard way,
-there were no silver spoons on my table,
-not that I regret it,
-they are only good to look at but rather chilling to touch as I often find.
Cold metal, elegant and poised but nothing organic or life sustaining in it,
- I was satisfied with my wooden one.
- It breathed its life into me.
-It brought the whole forest into me.
Everything you see in my blog has a meaning for me,
- but may not have any for certain sublime souls.
But I can’t help that.
None of the posts were written with anyone in mind.
Some of them were an inept attempt at story telling,
- having little factual basis.
It was my personal take on life.
(God what wonderful things people write about others,
- once incensed?
A foolish post like “the way of the wise”
-and a stupid title of the blog were brought to book along with everything I do because
- they relate with some one else’s perceptions of life in a way I could have barely guessed.)
Yet I do not regret it.
Unknown to me,
-those seems to have shaken something up.
There are absolutely no deeds without effects,
-even the most evil deed would have to produce the most good somewhere in the world.
That is how the balancing works.
Let me be the Devil so there will be God!
I have always liked him,
-Lucifer,
- the son of morning,
-all resplendent,
-the first born of god,
-the one with the great pride,
- the one who rebelled against god for his leaning towards man,
- who was cast out into the deepest of hells,
- who can not regain higher worlds without human souls praying for him
I like the myth about him;
-I like him in his pride,
- in his eternal sorrow at the injustice done to him,
- his nonchalance at what had happened.
I have seen both of them,
-God and Satan,
-the god stricken and sad,
-and the other one with great flashing eyes,
- arrogant,
-powerful and defiant.
Strangely they always look demure to me whenever I meet them,
-looking up to me as if in supplication,
-seeking my blessings.
Given a choice I would be the later any time, any day, any moment.
But I can’t,
-because I am man,
-and they are the creations of the genius of my race,
- I am not theirs.
They are like my children,
I love them,
-I hold them near to my heart,
-I love them when they play with me,
-covering me with dust and refuse from their figures,
-painting me in many hues.
And,
I AM WHAT I AM
–nothing more,
-nothing less-.
I am truly sorry that this blog is not for the highly exalted.
They need no help from me.
-I am breathless, I am devastated.
Good lord, who knew that my poor posts would become a global event!
Oh, my fair (and not so fair) friends,
- I give you my solemn assurance,
-I wouldn’t be on that thing for gazillion (favorite expression of my little nephew, meaning endless I suppose!) multiplied by quadrillion, quadrillion …..quadrillion Kuwaiti Dinars!
I feel truly infinitesimal
- dismal would have been the more appropriate word but …
I will let that go for now.
Yet how can I let go of my embarrassment in front of the loving soul that is with me,
- for no reason other than the recurrence of the images of an ellipsis and of a something coupled with remarks on bareness
-which was subtly planted in my mind by certain wonderfully insensitive geniuses?
I pledge my word that I have nil animalistic inclinations on that line.
As it has been lately established by some very perceptive people that I am a terrible cannibal
(Can I question their judgment from my innate imbecility?);
-I am glad you guys were so terribly careful about yourself;
-otherwise I probably would have gobbled you all up in no time!
That would have been a great pity,
-considering my worthlessness to the world and your extreme worth.
(But then why is the cannibal hurt,
- in horrible pain and is withering with sorrow?
And why does the soul of the cannibal shudder at the sickness of it all?
The Cannibal is not supposed to have a soul,
-or intelligence and culture!
He is after human flesh,
-he is the ultimate parasite,
-and alas he does not yet recognize it! )
-Should you be so brilliant, should you be indeed!
What do you take us lesser mortals for,
-Illiterate aboriginals in persistent need for clear guidance in matters of conscience?
Oh the triteness,
-the wretchedness,
-the total and complete banality
-of the insinuations,
- and the way it was done!
And I am terribly bad at riddles;
-electrocute me please,
-instead of putting me on something on a territory which I do not own and do not want to ever own.
I forgot to tell you,
-this blog is not for the highly enlightened;
-it was not advertised with visiting other blogs and leaving my URL in them,
--except on two isolated incidents to date.
No one is forced to visit it or read its content,
-I post whenever I am in a mood to post and whatever “nonsense” I choose.
It is my adventure with my own little ‘parasitic’ inner world,
-not an attempt to attract any one into it,
-though I write as if I have a large audience,
- it is just a fad;
-there is nothing more to it than that.
All conversations,
-whether internal or external,
-do expect an audience before them,
-other wise they wouldn’t take place,
-even the greatly enlightened would probably agree to this.
Yet sometimes people do come to my blog,
I haven’t bothered to ask why,
-because I was not out to catch them and make them my own,
I have always thought that life is sort of a short interval between birth and death and that it has no meaning other than what we make of it.
The meaning I personally ascribe it is to live it the way I feel it from time to time.
I often wonder what others see in what I write,
-some of the posts are hastily done in a stupid style with no finesse and flair,
- (oh, do Cannibals have such things!)
-just to get it over with-
-yet I wouldn’t complain.
Let them spend as much time as they want in it.
(It is no boast, I have “Start Counter” in it,
-and they give pretty good account of what the visitors do in the blog.)
I had planned to delete the blog after I reached 180 blog posts,
-since I can not find time and energy to do it with my job which requires some daily driving.
Now I have decided to let it stay alive.
I am game, I thrive on the acrimony, and it hardens my resolve to fight on.
Folks, I had come up by the hard way,
-there were no silver spoons on my table,
-not that I regret it,
-they are only good to look at but rather chilling to touch as I often find.
Cold metal, elegant and poised but nothing organic or life sustaining in it,
- I was satisfied with my wooden one.
- It breathed its life into me.
-It brought the whole forest into me.
Everything you see in my blog has a meaning for me,
- but may not have any for certain sublime souls.
But I can’t help that.
None of the posts were written with anyone in mind.
Some of them were an inept attempt at story telling,
- having little factual basis.
It was my personal take on life.
(God what wonderful things people write about others,
- once incensed?
A foolish post like “the way of the wise”
-and a stupid title of the blog were brought to book along with everything I do because
- they relate with some one else’s perceptions of life in a way I could have barely guessed.)
Yet I do not regret it.
Unknown to me,
-those seems to have shaken something up.
There are absolutely no deeds without effects,
-even the most evil deed would have to produce the most good somewhere in the world.
That is how the balancing works.
Let me be the Devil so there will be God!
I have always liked him,
-Lucifer,
- the son of morning,
-all resplendent,
-the first born of god,
-the one with the great pride,
- the one who rebelled against god for his leaning towards man,
- who was cast out into the deepest of hells,
- who can not regain higher worlds without human souls praying for him
I like the myth about him;
-I like him in his pride,
- in his eternal sorrow at the injustice done to him,
- his nonchalance at what had happened.
I have seen both of them,
-God and Satan,
-the god stricken and sad,
-and the other one with great flashing eyes,
- arrogant,
-powerful and defiant.
Strangely they always look demure to me whenever I meet them,
-looking up to me as if in supplication,
-seeking my blessings.
Given a choice I would be the later any time, any day, any moment.
But I can’t,
-because I am man,
-and they are the creations of the genius of my race,
- I am not theirs.
They are like my children,
I love them,
-I hold them near to my heart,
-I love them when they play with me,
-covering me with dust and refuse from their figures,
-painting me in many hues.
And,
I AM WHAT I AM
–nothing more,
-nothing less-.
I am truly sorry that this blog is not for the highly exalted.
They need no help from me.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
De- Sensitization
Sensitizing is a cruel and terrible act, it passes beyond the inhuman embracing the very substance of evil.
Well, absolute evil is the absolute denial of every sort of freedom that you have, it is a complete take over. In the days of yore it was known by the name of possession. It begins by making you hear things -words, sounds, expressions, and fragments of musical notes, audible pictures and even a cacophony of voices. It makes you relate to things in your past which you have stealthily buried within you.
Every one has a past, and some of the things we have done are nothing to be proud of. Certain of them were beyond our control; where we were made to suffer for the wickedness of others. When these come back to haunt us we squirm and quail. We are again dragged back into the dumb hell of despondency. We cry out, our anguish is so terrible then that we rail against everything……..we want to kick God in the shin….we want to do terrible things to God.
Let me tell you, this is how every one is, there are no exceptions. Every one has a sore spot some where, none are immune to them. You see a dazzling citizen walk by, you see the confidence, the proud carriage, and the look of triumph on the face and you believe that they are blessed by fate and have invented a heaven for themselves on earth. Man, you have missed it completely; they are as insecure as you are! Take it from me, this is a fact. They are as fragile as you and me. May be they were just lucky not to be dragged back into the past, into the sounds and scenes and memories that they tremble before, but they too have had them. If you have lived, and unless you are a hopeless idiot you have them. The intensification of pain comes with knowledge. In bodily pain there are barriers above which you do not feel anything, but in the case of internalized pain there is no limit, it multiplies exponentially. It lands you in a living hell.
What do the perps do to make you suffer so? It is simple is it not, to lead you back to those times of your absolute terror, for it has not gone anywhere. It is hidden beneath the surface of the mind, prowling stealthily underneath to come up at the least excuse. They know this, for they have had such experiences too. But they have converted those into a vicious pleasure of making others squirm. It is a shared pleasure for they are projecting their own pathetic sensations into you and eliciting a response which corresponds to their own. Unfortunately the human psyche is constructed in such a way that it can only come up with a limited number of responses where it concerns our emotional life. On strict analysis there are only two basic reactions possible to us (there could be infinite number of variations within them.) of pleasure and pain. The sensation of pleasure adds worth to our lives. Pain takes the life out of us.
Some one has defined pleasure as the absence of pain and not a sensation in itself. You might think that it is an extreme definition. But actually it is the most comprehensive of all definitions of our psychical activity. A little thought will soon convince you about it.
So how do we combat pain? Well, we do not combat it, we accept it – a bit lame, you say? It actually is a very powerful statement. There is no negativity in it. Consider it your enemy but do not ignore it. You have to live with this enemy whether you like it or not, so plan to do so. It would pounce on you unawares, so be prepared for it. Once you prepare yourself for the worst (the very Hell if you like) it would start to lose its terror. You would find that you can manipulate it so that it loses its sting and leaves only little traces on your mind. There are methods and methods of combat. When the enemy is so powerful you go by the rules of Judo- you convert its strength to assist you in destroying itself. Let me tell you, this can be done- it has been done. Your intelligence and your understanding do not matter. You could have the highest IQ in the world- it would not stop you from the victim of your fears. That story about Admiral Nelson - that in which he was left alone on a deserted island in the night while he was a child, and when rescued asking the questioner “ what is fear” in response to the question whether he did not feel fear in the night – is absolute tripe. Every one feels fear, it is ingrained.
You can’t fight pain, you can only divert its line of action, same way the perps do. It would be bestial to channel it to some one innocent, so channel it back to the perps, even with their trickery they are not above feeling terror, get back into them using the same channel of communication. They can’t ignore you the same way you can’t ignore them. Project into them imagining you are touching their core, raking up feelings of despondency, worthlessness, meaninglessness of their lives, and confusion. Imagine that you are homing in on to their Achilles’ heel. Let them have it full blast.
You think that this would not work? Well you would not know that unless you have tried it would you? Give it a try. As you go along you would find newer and surer methods to get in to them. Jung is in fashion now, think on the lines of collective consciousness, where everything is linked together to form one giant consciousness. Firmly believe that you are getting back at them with your thoughts, your will. Will it that they start to feel it in their bones that they are being haunted and hunted.
Even otherwise they are feeling it; they are not mere machines even if they have got machines to do most of their work. Unless they are sharing the feelings there would be no sense in doing it. What you sow is what you reap. This is no mere useless saying. There are subtle laws at work. You would be assisting them if you consciously involve yourself in it.
Think on it so that you understand the theory yourself.
Well, absolute evil is the absolute denial of every sort of freedom that you have, it is a complete take over. In the days of yore it was known by the name of possession. It begins by making you hear things -words, sounds, expressions, and fragments of musical notes, audible pictures and even a cacophony of voices. It makes you relate to things in your past which you have stealthily buried within you.
Every one has a past, and some of the things we have done are nothing to be proud of. Certain of them were beyond our control; where we were made to suffer for the wickedness of others. When these come back to haunt us we squirm and quail. We are again dragged back into the dumb hell of despondency. We cry out, our anguish is so terrible then that we rail against everything……..we want to kick God in the shin….we want to do terrible things to God.
Let me tell you, this is how every one is, there are no exceptions. Every one has a sore spot some where, none are immune to them. You see a dazzling citizen walk by, you see the confidence, the proud carriage, and the look of triumph on the face and you believe that they are blessed by fate and have invented a heaven for themselves on earth. Man, you have missed it completely; they are as insecure as you are! Take it from me, this is a fact. They are as fragile as you and me. May be they were just lucky not to be dragged back into the past, into the sounds and scenes and memories that they tremble before, but they too have had them. If you have lived, and unless you are a hopeless idiot you have them. The intensification of pain comes with knowledge. In bodily pain there are barriers above which you do not feel anything, but in the case of internalized pain there is no limit, it multiplies exponentially. It lands you in a living hell.
What do the perps do to make you suffer so? It is simple is it not, to lead you back to those times of your absolute terror, for it has not gone anywhere. It is hidden beneath the surface of the mind, prowling stealthily underneath to come up at the least excuse. They know this, for they have had such experiences too. But they have converted those into a vicious pleasure of making others squirm. It is a shared pleasure for they are projecting their own pathetic sensations into you and eliciting a response which corresponds to their own. Unfortunately the human psyche is constructed in such a way that it can only come up with a limited number of responses where it concerns our emotional life. On strict analysis there are only two basic reactions possible to us (there could be infinite number of variations within them.) of pleasure and pain. The sensation of pleasure adds worth to our lives. Pain takes the life out of us.
Some one has defined pleasure as the absence of pain and not a sensation in itself. You might think that it is an extreme definition. But actually it is the most comprehensive of all definitions of our psychical activity. A little thought will soon convince you about it.
So how do we combat pain? Well, we do not combat it, we accept it – a bit lame, you say? It actually is a very powerful statement. There is no negativity in it. Consider it your enemy but do not ignore it. You have to live with this enemy whether you like it or not, so plan to do so. It would pounce on you unawares, so be prepared for it. Once you prepare yourself for the worst (the very Hell if you like) it would start to lose its terror. You would find that you can manipulate it so that it loses its sting and leaves only little traces on your mind. There are methods and methods of combat. When the enemy is so powerful you go by the rules of Judo- you convert its strength to assist you in destroying itself. Let me tell you, this can be done- it has been done. Your intelligence and your understanding do not matter. You could have the highest IQ in the world- it would not stop you from the victim of your fears. That story about Admiral Nelson - that in which he was left alone on a deserted island in the night while he was a child, and when rescued asking the questioner “ what is fear” in response to the question whether he did not feel fear in the night – is absolute tripe. Every one feels fear, it is ingrained.
You can’t fight pain, you can only divert its line of action, same way the perps do. It would be bestial to channel it to some one innocent, so channel it back to the perps, even with their trickery they are not above feeling terror, get back into them using the same channel of communication. They can’t ignore you the same way you can’t ignore them. Project into them imagining you are touching their core, raking up feelings of despondency, worthlessness, meaninglessness of their lives, and confusion. Imagine that you are homing in on to their Achilles’ heel. Let them have it full blast.
You think that this would not work? Well you would not know that unless you have tried it would you? Give it a try. As you go along you would find newer and surer methods to get in to them. Jung is in fashion now, think on the lines of collective consciousness, where everything is linked together to form one giant consciousness. Firmly believe that you are getting back at them with your thoughts, your will. Will it that they start to feel it in their bones that they are being haunted and hunted.
Even otherwise they are feeling it; they are not mere machines even if they have got machines to do most of their work. Unless they are sharing the feelings there would be no sense in doing it. What you sow is what you reap. This is no mere useless saying. There are subtle laws at work. You would be assisting them if you consciously involve yourself in it.
Think on it so that you understand the theory yourself.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
THE EVIL COLOR THAT GETS YOU
Well there are times when you have to describe something just like that-from your emotional reaction to the thing. It is not surprising that the description came from the inventor himself, for that was just the thing he was hoping for- evil, in a good measure.
Vladimir Rubtsov, president and senior scientist of Intelligent Optical Systems, Inc. is the man in question. He and Bob Lieberman is perfecting their LED Incapacitor, a harmless official name if you prefer but a very disturbing piece of equipment. There is both physiological and psycho physiological factors involved in the usage. The thing throws of bursts of light into your eyes . It will blind you and disorient you simultaneously and will make you throw up. We know there are sonic instruments which could do that and any one could buy one under 30 dollars from the market. People use it covertly to hurt others. But this equipment is made with the law enforcers in mind. It is a bit bulky at its present stage of development but the inventors are hopping to reduce its size in the second and third stages of development.
It functions this way:
Its electronic sensors first determine the range to the targets eyes and then an internal electronic unit decides the level, frequency, and duration of the pulse train to be aimed at the target without harming him/her/them. It makes use of the incapacity of the brain and our eyes to quickly adapt to the changing patterns of light and color hitting them. Not everybody is affected by the same wavelengths of light, but there is one wavelength which would eventually( we are talking about milliseconds here) get you.
There are some who believes that the weapon would be ineffective on people wearing glasses (preferably blue shades), for a video footage on the thing has shown the emitted pulses concentrates on blue frequencies of light. But this is doubtful since that would diminish its effectiveness and the builders would have already thought on it.
This is what the wikipedia has to say on the subject of such incapacitating agents:
“Low frequency sound cannons are weapons of various types that use sound to injure or incapacitate subjects using a focused beam of sound or ultrasound. While described as "non-lethal", they can still kill under certain conditions. Active denial systems (ADS) are a non-lethal, directed-energy weapon developed by the U.S. military. The ADS directs electromagnetic radiation, specifically, high-frequency microwave radiation, at a frequency of 95 GHz, which causes a burning sensation on the subject's skin. Dazzler lasers are directed-energy weapons that use intense light to cause temporary blindness or disorientation of rioters.”
Well people are unruly are they not ? They need to be punished for their “sins” . Let us get them good and proper.
Here are some links to related wikipedia articles:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-lethal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Active_denial_system
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Directed-energy_weapon
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sound
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ultrasound
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-lethal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electromagnetic_radiation
Vladimir Rubtsov, president and senior scientist of Intelligent Optical Systems, Inc. is the man in question. He and Bob Lieberman is perfecting their LED Incapacitor, a harmless official name if you prefer but a very disturbing piece of equipment. There is both physiological and psycho physiological factors involved in the usage. The thing throws of bursts of light into your eyes . It will blind you and disorient you simultaneously and will make you throw up. We know there are sonic instruments which could do that and any one could buy one under 30 dollars from the market. People use it covertly to hurt others. But this equipment is made with the law enforcers in mind. It is a bit bulky at its present stage of development but the inventors are hopping to reduce its size in the second and third stages of development.
It functions this way:
Its electronic sensors first determine the range to the targets eyes and then an internal electronic unit decides the level, frequency, and duration of the pulse train to be aimed at the target without harming him/her/them. It makes use of the incapacity of the brain and our eyes to quickly adapt to the changing patterns of light and color hitting them. Not everybody is affected by the same wavelengths of light, but there is one wavelength which would eventually( we are talking about milliseconds here) get you.
There are some who believes that the weapon would be ineffective on people wearing glasses (preferably blue shades), for a video footage on the thing has shown the emitted pulses concentrates on blue frequencies of light. But this is doubtful since that would diminish its effectiveness and the builders would have already thought on it.
This is what the wikipedia has to say on the subject of such incapacitating agents:
“Low frequency sound cannons are weapons of various types that use sound to injure or incapacitate subjects using a focused beam of sound or ultrasound. While described as "non-lethal", they can still kill under certain conditions. Active denial systems (ADS) are a non-lethal, directed-energy weapon developed by the U.S. military. The ADS directs electromagnetic radiation, specifically, high-frequency microwave radiation, at a frequency of 95 GHz, which causes a burning sensation on the subject's skin. Dazzler lasers are directed-energy weapons that use intense light to cause temporary blindness or disorientation of rioters.”
Well people are unruly are they not ? They need to be punished for their “sins” . Let us get them good and proper.
Here are some links to related wikipedia articles:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-lethal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Active_denial_system
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Directed-energy_weapon
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sound
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ultrasound
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-lethal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electromagnetic_radiation
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Kurt J.Billings 1999 article
Here is the full text of Kurt J.Billings 1999 article “The New Millennium and the Mind-Control Crisis” It provides us with an insight into the growth of mind control technology and its philosophy with special emphasis on the US involvement in them. I believe that this article is important in more than one sense. For one, it shows how the governments see themselves as pitted against the people and for another, it shows the total lack of conscience on the part of those in power to go brutally forward with such inhuman schemes to “deaden” innocent people. The evil is spreading like a plague all over the world. There might even be a giant scheme to erase whole populations’ altogether and “cleanse” the world to prepare it for a submissive and mind controlled society. This could happen to us quite unknowingly. Already we are more or less mind controlled by the media. We are daily being inundated with a deluge of hidden and covert messages and symbols and images which are depriving us of our freedom of thought, choice and selection. But the tools they have now are so powerful to leave us little hope of survival for our race. This is not mere alarmism; this is the blueprint of the future society, a few ruthless villains controlling the rest by remote manipulations.
Read the article and learn for yourself.
The New Millennium and the Mind-Control Crisis by Kurt J. Billings, 1999
Is our government using us as human guinea pigs? Is our government drugging us, brainwashing our kids in the schools and implanting microchips in us? Are they using nonlethal weapons on us; are they using radiation on us; are they using psycho surgery and electronic mind-control methods on us? Are they reprogramming peoples' whole personalities? It seems hard to believe, but I'm sorry to say that the answer to all of these questions, and more, is YES.
Our government is guilty of the same atrocities, and more, as those committed in the Nazi concentration camps. These practices are not just happening to an isolated group of people; they are happening to normal, everyday people--like you and me. No one is out of the grasp of the government. And ironically, it is you and me, the American taxpayers, who are underwriting the research and technological advancements that are being unleashed upon us in these top-secret, classified, government experiments.
Before I give you a brief overview of the history of mind control and the technological advances currently being used, I will answer the question I get asked most often--how and why did I begin researching the topic of mind control and working with survivors?
I became aware of our government's involvement in behavioral modification at a very young age as my father and two uncles worked for the Office of Strategic Services (OSS) and the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) and openly discussed many of these "behavioral modification" experiments. They were privy to this classified information, in part, as one uncle provided security for a renown Nazi doctor who was smuggled out of post-war Germany as a part of Operation Paperclip--a clandestine, U.S. governmental operation in which foreign war criminals were imported into the United States.
In spite of, or maybe because of, being exposed to these abhorrent realities occurring within our own government, I became a Christian in 1979. I started a ministry working with street gangs, satanism and ritual-abuse victims in 1982 and by 1985, I was being periodically approached by local police officials to consult on satanic ritual abuse (SRA) crimes. I wrote a book in 1993, A Generation Deceived, on the new world order and its infiltration of the curriculum in our public schools. Since the 1980s, I've been providing consultation services for counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists who work with victims of domestic abuse and government mind-control experiments.
The use of mind control has been going on in one form or another since the beginning of time. This overview will begin from the Babylonian era to current time. The Babylonians and the Egyptians helped lay a foundation for occultism and the seeking these human experimentations in mind control and human behavior continue today.
Many people are unaware of the extent to which our U.S. government has been experimenting on its citizens. Ironically, it's the government's own documents on human experimentation that most effectively breaks through the denial barrier. Following are excerpts out of actual documents that were secured through the Freedom of Information Act.
A document dated May 11, 1953, cites experiments designed with the goal of "hypnotically increasing ability to learn and recall complex written matter," "hypnotically increasing ability to observe and recall a complex arrangement of physical objects" and "recall of hypnotically acquired information by very specific signals."
A second document dated May 5, 1955, states, "A portion of the Research and Development Program of TSS/Chemical Division is devoted to the discovery of the following materials and methods: 1. Substances which will promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness to the point where the recipient would be discredited in public." Skipping to subhead 6 on the same document, "Materials which will render the induction of hypnosis easier or otherwise enhance its usefulness" and subhead 7, "Substances which will enhance the ability of individuals to withstand privation, torture and coercion during interrogation and so-called "brain-washing." Subhead 8 states, "Materials and physical methods which will produce amnesia for events preceding and during their use" and subhead 9 states, "Physical methods of producing shock and confusion over extended periods of time and capable of surreptitious use." Subhead 12 states, "Substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced."
So what does this all mean? One almost has to reread these quotes two or three times before the realization sinks in that our government's goal is to gain ultimate control over our minds. This is not much different than the goals of Adolf Hitler and The Third Reich.
Let's look at some of these statements more closely. Out of the first set of documents we learn that our government conducted experiments to learn how to hypnotically increase a person's ability to learn and recall complex written matter, to increase a person's ability to observe and recall complex arrangements of physical objects, and to enable a person to recall hypnotically-acquired information by very specific signals.
From the second set of documents we learn that our government has developed substances that will further put the U.S. citizens' minds under the control of the government. Through the use of chemical substances, the government can induce an altered state of consciousness in individuals and/or the masses. It is during this drug-induced, hypnotically-suggestible state that programming is placed into the mind through a multitude of stimuli. In essence, our government has extracted enough of hidden knowledge or "enlightenment." In these religions' earliest writings, they give reference to rituals where abuse takes place describing methods of torture to create trauma. The writings also cite the use of potions as drugging agents and the use of witchcraft and hypnotism to enslave their victims. It was through these means that the leaders of the time were attempting to control the mass of the common people.
Another attempt at controlling the populace is documented in history during the 13th century when the Catholic Church used inquisitions to bring the masses under control. Those who did not submit to the beliefs of the leaders were eliminated. They were branded heretics, witches or other socially-accepted "criminal" labels of the time and persecuted, with or without justification. Once again history shows us an attempt to control the minds of the people. Their choices were to convert, conform or die.
Without getting into more specific types of mind-control techniques used by one religious group or another, these few examples document efforts to control people through the use of religious institutions. This practice has continued throughout the centuries and evolved to a point where our churches today play a key role in shaping members' belief systems as well as influencing how their time and money are spent.
By 1776, systematic, organized mind control was beginning to rear its ugly head. A Bavarian Jesuit named Adam Weishaupt was commissioned by the House of Rothschild to centralize the powers of the mystery religions into what is commonly known as the Illuminati or the "enlightened ones." The word Illuminati originates from the word Lucifer which means "bearer of the light." In essence, this was the laying of the foundation of the new world order with the goal of establishing a one-world religion, a one-world government and a one-world banking system.
This one-world goal aligned the world's very rich with the most powerful generational bloodlines of satanism. So we have the joining of satanists and the plutocrats reaching out for the supreme power---control of the people. Spinning out from this Illuminati spider web came many organizations permeated with satanism, such as, the Builderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO), the Golden Dawn, Rosicrucian, the Shriners, Palladium Masonry, and Scottish Rite Masonry, just to name a few.
To illustrate how successful the Illuminati has been in permeating our society with their one-world agenda, let's look at one of their offshoot organizations, the Scottish Rite Masons. As we delve into this discussion keep in mind that all but two U.S. presidents, Kennedy and Lincoln, were Masons of the 32nd degree or higher and that a large number of senators, congressmen, governors, judges, lawyers and police chiefs are also Masons of the 32nd degree or higher.
So who are the Masons and to what oath do our governmental and judicial officials pledge when they become 30th, 31st and 32nd degree Freemasons? Albert Pike is quoted on pages 220 and 221 of Occult Theocracy by Queenborough that instructs: "To you, Sovereign, Grand Inspectors General, we say this, that you may repeat it to the Brethren of the 32nd, 31st and 30th degrees -- The Masonic religion should be, by all of us initiates of the high degrees, maintained in the purity of the Luciferian doctrine." Pike issued these instructions to the 23 Supreme Councils of the world on July 14, 1889, at which time he simultaneously held the positions of Sovereign Pontiff of Universal Freemasonry, Grand Master of the Central Directory of Washington, and Grand Commander of the Supreme Council of Charleston. Additionally, he authored Morals and Dogma which served as the Masonic "bible."
Let's take a closer look at this quote--"the Masonic religion" and "maintained in the purity of the Luciferian doctrine." This is hardly the type of oath one would expect elected governmental officials of the free world to be pledging unless, of course, you understand the plot of the Illuminati, a secret society of luciferians, to overthrow the government of the United States by the year 2000 and create a global dictatorship. By pledging an allegiance to a luciferian-based religious organization, albeit masked by good deeds, our governmental and judicial officials are becoming underlings of the new world order and pawns and puppets of the Illuminati.
By the late 1800s and early 1900s the study of psychology and psychiatry greatly advanced methods of mind control. In the early 1900s the basis for human mind control through conditioning and hypnosis was being set in motion by Ivan Pavlov when he conducted experiments in which a bell was rung prior to feeding dogs. The dogs' natural physiological response to food, salivating, was soon associated with the ringing of the bell. After a period of conditioning or "programming," simply ringing the bell would "trigger" the dogs to salivate.
From the beginning of time, the bottom line has always been power and control. With the knowledge of mind control emerging from these "new" science studies of the mind, the new world order realized the group that perfected this "new" science would have the knowledge that would enable them to control the world. This quest for world dominance brought about the funding of Travistock in England and the Kaiser Wilhelm Institute in Germany by the plutocrats which included the Rockefeller Foundation as well as many others. In 1932, Travistock was led by Kurt Lewin, a German psychologist. Studies during this time were focused on mind-control experiments to determine the "breaking point" of the human psyche.
At this same time the Nazis were coming to power in Germany and were conducting eugenics experiments to create a new master race. A top SS (Schutzstaffel) officer, Heinrich Himmler, headed a project named Lebersborn in which children were selectively bred. Many of these bred children were genetically engineered sets of twins who were separated and "placed" in adoptive families and then were monitored and studied. These pairs of separated twins were viewed as the ultimate study in behavioral modification because they were able to use one twin as a control point to gauge the other twin's response.
The programming used on these children was quite sophisticated and included preconditioned, trained responses triggered by code words, mnemonic cues and audio-reversed messages and tones that activated the programming. This "new" science had reached a level of critical mass, a point of no return, and the repercussions would shape not only the coming war years but life thereafter.
As war broke out, the concentration camps gave Hitler's SS officers an unlimited supply of victims on whom to further their experiments of the human psyche in order to perfect the ability to engineer an Aryan race. Himmler's studies on twins were later so barbarically advanced by Joseph Mengele at Auschwitz that they are still referred to today as Mengele's twins. These experiments were conducted without any regard for normal societal limitations and included the following horrid atrocities: surgical experimentation, electroshock, mutilation, impregnation, trauma bonding, eye-color experimentation, drugging, deprivation of every kind, hypnosis, hypno-programming and personality splitting.
Although other countries conducted human experiments of less quantity during the war, it was the Nazis who so grossly violated the Geneva Convention guidelines of prisoner treatment. The Nazis and their experiments were, in part, funded by the Catholic Church who, at the end of the war, helped transport many Nazis to freedom through the ratline. The Catholic Church has since acknowledged and apologized for these actions. Additionally, the U.S. Department of Defense secretly orchestrated and funded the escape of many high-ranking Nazi doctors and scientists by using the channels provided by the Vatican, bringing German, as well as Italian, "enemies" to the United States via South America and Canada. During this importation process, code named Operation Paperclip, these illegal aliens were made "legal" by our U.S. government when they provided these war criminals with new identities.
These doctors and scientists were viewed by the U.S. government as valuable assets to acquire because of the vast amount of knowledge they possessed from their "work" in the Nazi concentration camps. The raw-scientific data generated from these brutal wartime experiments enabled these doctors and scientists to formulate advanced, unprecedented theories of mind control. It is no secret that knowledge gives power; by securing possession of these doctors and scientists, the United States gained control of the "science" of mind-control knowledge.
One might assume that the United States gained control of this new science in order to protect U.S. citizens from enemy mind-control techniques. Unfortunately, this was not the case. Instead, the U.S. government created clandestine operations specifically designed to implement and test these mind-control theories. These projects, just to name a few, had code names such as MKULTRA, Artichoke, Bluebird, MKSEARCH and MKDELTA. It was during these top-level operations that these mind-control theories were refined and advanced. Although Senator Ted Kennedy, chairman of the Senate Subcommittee on Health and Scientific Research, assured the American public that "These activities are part of history, not the current practice of the CIA,"knowledge from these experiments to create actual mind-control slaves for the U.S. government.
How is this programming put in place, and how does it actually work? The government utilizes people who are expertly trained in mind control and programming. This knowledge originated from the doctors and scientists who were brought over as part of Operation Paperclip. Usually a person has one primary programmer but is assigned several "handlers." Handlers are people who are interwoven into the person's programming. The "handlers" help manage the programmed individual and often provide a physical presence which acts to enforce the programming. The programmer will use mind-altering drugs to destabilize a person's state of mind, place them under hypnosis and insert into their mind a "program."
These "programs" consist of a preset sequence of events, often called the road map of their mission, as well as preset signals that the government will later use as triggers to activate the hidden programming and to retrieve information the individual may have been programmed to gather. For example, the government can program someone to infiltrate a group, to instigate trouble and/or just to report information back to the government. Keep in mind that this is just a very simplistic example and that these mind-control methods can be used for much more sophisticated purposes.
These documents prove that the U.S. government has been using our tax dollars, at least since the 1950s, to develop techniques and substances that will further put the U.S. citizen under their control. When the government uses chemicals to "promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness" and to "render the induction of hypnosis easier," they are stripping people of their free will and of their natural abilities to protect, not only their physical beings, but also their minds.
When the government has materials and physical methods which create amnesiac barriers within a person's own mind, they control what information the person has access to and what information is hidden behind the amnesiac walls--such as the knowledge that they are even being used in mind-control experiments or missions. In essence, once the government has these amnesiac walls in place, they can use and reuse these people over and over again, recycling them to new projects. These individuals have no knowledge of being tampered with in the first place as that knowledge is also "locked" behind amnesiac walls. Even if these governmental guinea pigs experience memory breakthrough, the "powers that be" have taken measures to try and ensure that these individuals discredit themselves in public. Remember, our government has developed "substances which will promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness to the point where the recipient would be discredited in public."
One may be led to falsely believe that these experiments are being conducted on only a few people and have nothing to do with the average U.S. citizen. This is a dangerous sense of false security. Hundreds of hospitals nationwide and several in Canada have been used as sites in which private physicians conduct these experiments after having been privately contracted by the U.S. and Canadian governments. These government "subcontractors" are paid fees well in excess of any industry standard.
You, the American taxpayer are buying the large houses and fancy cars of these "subcontractors." You, the American taxpayer are paying to have developed the latest technology, a microchip implant called the biochip, that can be used against you, your children and your grandchildren to control your minds. You, the American taxpayer have paid restitution to foreign victims of our government's misuse of power. In 1992, it was reported by Bob Cox of The Canadian Press that "the federal government will pay $100,000 each to victims of brainwashing experiments funded by Canada and the CIA between 1950 and 1965." One of the victims was a mother of five children. Nobody is immune.
To disseminate information on the new technologies being used in mind control, I have produced a videotape that contains information on the following: the history of mind control, the use of microchip implants, the use of microwaves and extremely low frequencies (ELF) and how they are being used in conjunction with microchip implants, the use of electroshock to facilitate programming, the use of virtual reality and how it is being utilized in programming, examples of programming hardware, and examples of programming structure. The video addresses how the government has utilized "substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced." It should be of no surprise that "another person" is the government programmer and handlers assigned to this "recipient."
1999 Copyright - Kurt J. Billings
(Permission is granted to reprint this article in its entirety)
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The New Millennium and the Mind-Control Crisis by Kurt J. Billings, 1999
Is our government using us as human guinea pigs? Is our government drugging us, brainwashing our kids in the schools and implanting microchips in us? Are they using nonlethal weapons on us; are they using radiation on us; are they using psycho surgery and electronic mind-control methods on us? Are they reprogramming peoples' whole personalities? It seems hard to believe, but I'm sorry to say that the answer to all of these questions, and more, is YES.
Our government is guilty of the same atrocities, and more, as those committed in the Nazi concentration camps. These practices are not just happening to an isolated group of people; they are happening to normal, everyday people--like you and me. No one is out of the grasp of the government. And ironically, it is you and me, the American taxpayers, who are underwriting the research and technological advancements that are being unleashed upon us in these top-secret, classified, government experiments.
Before I give you a brief overview of the history of mind control and the technological advances currently being used, I will answer the question I get asked most often--how and why did I begin researching the topic of mind control and working with survivors?
I became aware of our government's involvement in behavioral modification at a very young age as my father and two uncles worked for the Office of Strategic Services (OSS) and the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) and openly discussed many of these "behavioral modification" experiments. They were privy to this classified information, in part, as one uncle provided security for a renown Nazi doctor who was smuggled out of post-war Germany as a part of Operation Paperclip--a clandestine, U.S. governmental operation in which foreign war criminals were imported into the United States.
In spite of, or maybe because of, being exposed to these abhorrent realities occurring within our own government, I became a Christian in 1979. I started a ministry working with street gangs, satanism and ritual-abuse victims in 1982 and by 1985, I was being periodically approached by local police officials to consult on satanic ritual abuse (SRA) crimes. I wrote a book in 1993, A Generation Deceived, on the new world order and its infiltration of the curriculum in our public schools. Since the 1980s, I've been providing consultation services for counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists who work with victims of domestic abuse and government mind-control experiments.
The use of mind control has been going on in one form or another since the beginning of time. This overview will begin from the Babylonian era to current time. The Babylonians and the Egyptians helped lay a foundation for occultism and the seeking these human experimentations in mind control and human behavior continue today.
Many people are unaware of the extent to which our U.S. government has been experimenting on its citizens. Ironically, it's the government's own documents on human experimentation that most effectively breaks through the denial barrier. Following are excerpts out of actual documents that were secured through the Freedom of Information Act.
A document dated May 11, 1953, cites experiments designed with the goal of "hypnotically increasing ability to learn and recall complex written matter," "hypnotically increasing ability to observe and recall a complex arrangement of physical objects" and "recall of hypnotically acquired information by very specific signals."
A second document dated May 5, 1955, states, "A portion of the Research and Development Program of TSS/Chemical Division is devoted to the discovery of the following materials and methods: 1. Substances which will promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness to the point where the recipient would be discredited in public." Skipping to subhead 6 on the same document, "Materials which will render the induction of hypnosis easier or otherwise enhance its usefulness" and subhead 7, "Substances which will enhance the ability of individuals to withstand privation, torture and coercion during interrogation and so-called "brain-washing." Subhead 8 states, "Materials and physical methods which will produce amnesia for events preceding and during their use" and subhead 9 states, "Physical methods of producing shock and confusion over extended periods of time and capable of surreptitious use." Subhead 12 states, "Substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced."
So what does this all mean? One almost has to reread these quotes two or three times before the realization sinks in that our government's goal is to gain ultimate control over our minds. This is not much different than the goals of Adolf Hitler and The Third Reich.
Let's look at some of these statements more closely. Out of the first set of documents we learn that our government conducted experiments to learn how to hypnotically increase a person's ability to learn and recall complex written matter, to increase a person's ability to observe and recall complex arrangements of physical objects, and to enable a person to recall hypnotically-acquired information by very specific signals.
From the second set of documents we learn that our government has developed substances that will further put the U.S. citizens' minds under the control of the government. Through the use of chemical substances, the government can induce an altered state of consciousness in individuals and/or the masses. It is during this drug-induced, hypnotically-suggestible state that programming is placed into the mind through a multitude of stimuli. In essence, our government has extracted enough of hidden knowledge or "enlightenment." In these religions' earliest writings, they give reference to rituals where abuse takes place describing methods of torture to create trauma. The writings also cite the use of potions as drugging agents and the use of witchcraft and hypnotism to enslave their victims. It was through these means that the leaders of the time were attempting to control the mass of the common people.
Another attempt at controlling the populace is documented in history during the 13th century when the Catholic Church used inquisitions to bring the masses under control. Those who did not submit to the beliefs of the leaders were eliminated. They were branded heretics, witches or other socially-accepted "criminal" labels of the time and persecuted, with or without justification. Once again history shows us an attempt to control the minds of the people. Their choices were to convert, conform or die.
Without getting into more specific types of mind-control techniques used by one religious group or another, these few examples document efforts to control people through the use of religious institutions. This practice has continued throughout the centuries and evolved to a point where our churches today play a key role in shaping members' belief systems as well as influencing how their time and money are spent.
By 1776, systematic, organized mind control was beginning to rear its ugly head. A Bavarian Jesuit named Adam Weishaupt was commissioned by the House of Rothschild to centralize the powers of the mystery religions into what is commonly known as the Illuminati or the "enlightened ones." The word Illuminati originates from the word Lucifer which means "bearer of the light." In essence, this was the laying of the foundation of the new world order with the goal of establishing a one-world religion, a one-world government and a one-world banking system.
This one-world goal aligned the world's very rich with the most powerful generational bloodlines of satanism. So we have the joining of satanists and the plutocrats reaching out for the supreme power---control of the people. Spinning out from this Illuminati spider web came many organizations permeated with satanism, such as, the Builderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO), the Golden Dawn, Rosicrucian, the Shriners, Palladium Masonry, and Scottish Rite Masonry, just to name a few.
To illustrate how successful the Illuminati has been in permeating our society with their one-world agenda, let's look at one of their offshoot organizations, the Scottish Rite Masons. As we delve into this discussion keep in mind that all but two U.S. presidents, Kennedy and Lincoln, were Masons of the 32nd degree or higher and that a large number of senators, congressmen, governors, judges, lawyers and police chiefs are also Masons of the 32nd degree or higher.
So who are the Masons and to what oath do our governmental and judicial officials pledge when they become 30th, 31st and 32nd degree Freemasons? Albert Pike is quoted on pages 220 and 221 of Occult Theocracy by Queenborough that instructs: "To you, Sovereign, Grand Inspectors General, we say this, that you may repeat it to the Brethren of the 32nd, 31st and 30th degrees -- The Masonic religion should be, by all of us initiates of the high degrees, maintained in the purity of the Luciferian doctrine." Pike issued these instructions to the 23 Supreme Councils of the world on July 14, 1889, at which time he simultaneously held the positions of Sovereign Pontiff of Universal Freemasonry, Grand Master of the Central Directory of Washington, and Grand Commander of the Supreme Council of Charleston. Additionally, he authored Morals and Dogma which served as the Masonic "bible."
Let's take a closer look at this quote--"the Masonic religion" and "maintained in the purity of the Luciferian doctrine." This is hardly the type of oath one would expect elected governmental officials of the free world to be pledging unless, of course, you understand the plot of the Illuminati, a secret society of luciferians, to overthrow the government of the United States by the year 2000 and create a global dictatorship. By pledging an allegiance to a luciferian-based religious organization, albeit masked by good deeds, our governmental and judicial officials are becoming underlings of the new world order and pawns and puppets of the Illuminati.
By the late 1800s and early 1900s the study of psychology and psychiatry greatly advanced methods of mind control. In the early 1900s the basis for human mind control through conditioning and hypnosis was being set in motion by Ivan Pavlov when he conducted experiments in which a bell was rung prior to feeding dogs. The dogs' natural physiological response to food, salivating, was soon associated with the ringing of the bell. After a period of conditioning or "programming," simply ringing the bell would "trigger" the dogs to salivate.
From the beginning of time, the bottom line has always been power and control. With the knowledge of mind control emerging from these "new" science studies of the mind, the new world order realized the group that perfected this "new" science would have the knowledge that would enable them to control the world. This quest for world dominance brought about the funding of Travistock in England and the Kaiser Wilhelm Institute in Germany by the plutocrats which included the Rockefeller Foundation as well as many others. In 1932, Travistock was led by Kurt Lewin, a German psychologist. Studies during this time were focused on mind-control experiments to determine the "breaking point" of the human psyche.
At this same time the Nazis were coming to power in Germany and were conducting eugenics experiments to create a new master race. A top SS (Schutzstaffel) officer, Heinrich Himmler, headed a project named Lebersborn in which children were selectively bred. Many of these bred children were genetically engineered sets of twins who were separated and "placed" in adoptive families and then were monitored and studied. These pairs of separated twins were viewed as the ultimate study in behavioral modification because they were able to use one twin as a control point to gauge the other twin's response.
The programming used on these children was quite sophisticated and included preconditioned, trained responses triggered by code words, mnemonic cues and audio-reversed messages and tones that activated the programming. This "new" science had reached a level of critical mass, a point of no return, and the repercussions would shape not only the coming war years but life thereafter.
As war broke out, the concentration camps gave Hitler's SS officers an unlimited supply of victims on whom to further their experiments of the human psyche in order to perfect the ability to engineer an Aryan race. Himmler's studies on twins were later so barbarically advanced by Joseph Mengele at Auschwitz that they are still referred to today as Mengele's twins. These experiments were conducted without any regard for normal societal limitations and included the following horrid atrocities: surgical experimentation, electroshock, mutilation, impregnation, trauma bonding, eye-color experimentation, drugging, deprivation of every kind, hypnosis, hypno-programming and personality splitting.
Although other countries conducted human experiments of less quantity during the war, it was the Nazis who so grossly violated the Geneva Convention guidelines of prisoner treatment. The Nazis and their experiments were, in part, funded by the Catholic Church who, at the end of the war, helped transport many Nazis to freedom through the ratline. The Catholic Church has since acknowledged and apologized for these actions. Additionally, the U.S. Department of Defense secretly orchestrated and funded the escape of many high-ranking Nazi doctors and scientists by using the channels provided by the Vatican, bringing German, as well as Italian, "enemies" to the United States via South America and Canada. During this importation process, code named Operation Paperclip, these illegal aliens were made "legal" by our U.S. government when they provided these war criminals with new identities.
These doctors and scientists were viewed by the U.S. government as valuable assets to acquire because of the vast amount of knowledge they possessed from their "work" in the Nazi concentration camps. The raw-scientific data generated from these brutal wartime experiments enabled these doctors and scientists to formulate advanced, unprecedented theories of mind control. It is no secret that knowledge gives power; by securing possession of these doctors and scientists, the United States gained control of the "science" of mind-control knowledge.
One might assume that the United States gained control of this new science in order to protect U.S. citizens from enemy mind-control techniques. Unfortunately, this was not the case. Instead, the U.S. government created clandestine operations specifically designed to implement and test these mind-control theories. These projects, just to name a few, had code names such as MKULTRA, Artichoke, Bluebird, MKSEARCH and MKDELTA. It was during these top-level operations that these mind-control theories were refined and advanced. Although Senator Ted Kennedy, chairman of the Senate Subcommittee on Health and Scientific Research, assured the American public that "These activities are part of history, not the current practice of the CIA,"knowledge from these experiments to create actual mind-control slaves for the U.S. government.
How is this programming put in place, and how does it actually work? The government utilizes people who are expertly trained in mind control and programming. This knowledge originated from the doctors and scientists who were brought over as part of Operation Paperclip. Usually a person has one primary programmer but is assigned several "handlers." Handlers are people who are interwoven into the person's programming. The "handlers" help manage the programmed individual and often provide a physical presence which acts to enforce the programming. The programmer will use mind-altering drugs to destabilize a person's state of mind, place them under hypnosis and insert into their mind a "program."
These "programs" consist of a preset sequence of events, often called the road map of their mission, as well as preset signals that the government will later use as triggers to activate the hidden programming and to retrieve information the individual may have been programmed to gather. For example, the government can program someone to infiltrate a group, to instigate trouble and/or just to report information back to the government. Keep in mind that this is just a very simplistic example and that these mind-control methods can be used for much more sophisticated purposes.
These documents prove that the U.S. government has been using our tax dollars, at least since the 1950s, to develop techniques and substances that will further put the U.S. citizen under their control. When the government uses chemicals to "promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness" and to "render the induction of hypnosis easier," they are stripping people of their free will and of their natural abilities to protect, not only their physical beings, but also their minds.
When the government has materials and physical methods which create amnesiac barriers within a person's own mind, they control what information the person has access to and what information is hidden behind the amnesiac walls--such as the knowledge that they are even being used in mind-control experiments or missions. In essence, once the government has these amnesiac walls in place, they can use and reuse these people over and over again, recycling them to new projects. These individuals have no knowledge of being tampered with in the first place as that knowledge is also "locked" behind amnesiac walls. Even if these governmental guinea pigs experience memory breakthrough, the "powers that be" have taken measures to try and ensure that these individuals discredit themselves in public. Remember, our government has developed "substances which will promote illogical thinking and impulsiveness to the point where the recipient would be discredited in public."
One may be led to falsely believe that these experiments are being conducted on only a few people and have nothing to do with the average U.S. citizen. This is a dangerous sense of false security. Hundreds of hospitals nationwide and several in Canada have been used as sites in which private physicians conduct these experiments after having been privately contracted by the U.S. and Canadian governments. These government "subcontractors" are paid fees well in excess of any industry standard.
You, the American taxpayer are buying the large houses and fancy cars of these "subcontractors." You, the American taxpayer are paying to have developed the latest technology, a microchip implant called the biochip, that can be used against you, your children and your grandchildren to control your minds. You, the American taxpayer have paid restitution to foreign victims of our government's misuse of power. In 1992, it was reported by Bob Cox of The Canadian Press that "the federal government will pay $100,000 each to victims of brainwashing experiments funded by Canada and the CIA between 1950 and 1965." One of the victims was a mother of five children. Nobody is immune.
To disseminate information on the new technologies being used in mind control, I have produced a videotape that contains information on the following: the history of mind control, the use of microchip implants, the use of microwaves and extremely low frequencies (ELF) and how they are being used in conjunction with microchip implants, the use of electroshock to facilitate programming, the use of virtual reality and how it is being utilized in programming, examples of programming hardware, and examples of programming structure. The video addresses how the government has utilized "substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced." It should be of no surprise that "another person" is the government programmer and handlers assigned to this "recipient."
1999 Copyright - Kurt J. Billings
(Permission is granted to reprint this article in its entirety)
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