The Truth about my Blog

All that you see in this blog may not be what they seem to be at the first glance.
I have a reason for saying this.

Recently, every post I previously wrote on this blog has been put under a microscope and was found utterly defective by some innocent people!

I wrote about cruelty in one of them

Some highly intelligent readers assumed that I am completely at sea as far as word meanings and researching them in the dictionary was concerned.

I can’t blame them of course, for they are entirely in the right about the post.

All hell broke loose at certain quarters about it, it seems,

-and about some of my other posts too!

It was all highly interesting and dramatic; I enjoyed it a great deal.

The question they should have asked themselves was this

-Would anyone commit such blunders just like that?

No they would not.

There could be some purpose behind such obvious gaffes.

The fact is this.

To me, what I write in the blog is not important

WHY I WRITE is more important.

And keeping on writing is of utmost importance.

It is about a war that they would not understand.

-and it is also not their war.

They are all very serious about life,

I like them and would not want them to be hurt for their contact with me.

I did not want to drag them into it in the first place,

but they became curious and what can I do about that.

This war is very real for me

-and I worry that these innocents would also become a part of it.

My regular readership is highly exclusive and they are dangerous.

They are not the type to leave comments.

My posts are a game that I play with them.

I write for them alone.

This blog thus is an instrument of war.

When they look for a weakness in me (in intellect, emotional life, anything)

I provide them with it through my postings.

When they jump for joy because I have become weak,

I go hard at them.

They want to shut the blog down.

They have tried to do it before.

They haven’t succeeded.

I am forcing their hands to do something drastic.

We both pretend on the surface that nothing of the sort is happening.

I did not start this blog to illuminate anybody or boast about my literary talent.

It had a definite purpose behind it. Keeping myself alive was not the least of it!

To them it is a business deal, a contract.

To me it’s my bloody life.

Everything I do on the net has a definite purpose behind them.

I had planned to ditch the blog the moment I achieved one part of my aim, to start on something else.

That is, to make them show their hand to me.

I think I have achieved that.

I am not a bad strategist.

I usually achieve what I set out to achieve, single finger or not.

I might deny everything I have written today and say something else tomorrow.
It is all in the game.

This post is also a move in the game.

If you want, you are welcome to watch it. But don’t take part in the real game or take it all to heart.

The better posts I have written (on Yoga and mind control etc, that is if the are good at all!)

-Can be taken quite seriously

-For they are written to assert myself over my friends the contractors.

But be choosey what you pick from the dishes that I serve!

Good day my sweet friends, I am sorry if you are disappointed in me.