De- Sensitization

Sensitizing is a cruel and terrible act, it passes beyond the inhuman embracing the very substance of evil.

Well, absolute evil is the absolute denial of every sort of freedom that you have, it is a complete take over. In the days of yore it was known by the name of possession. It begins by making you hear things -words, sounds, expressions, and fragments of musical notes, audible pictures and even a cacophony of voices. It makes you relate to things in your past which you have stealthily buried within you.

Every one has a past, and some of the things we have done are nothing to be proud of. Certain of them were beyond our control; where we were made to suffer for the wickedness of others. When these come back to haunt us we squirm and quail. We are again dragged back into the dumb hell of despondency. We cry out, our anguish is so terrible then that we rail against everything……..we want to kick God in the shin….we want to do terrible things to God.

Let me tell you, this is how every one is, there are no exceptions. Every one has a sore spot some where, none are immune to them. You see a dazzling citizen walk by, you see the confidence, the proud carriage, and the look of triumph on the face and you believe that they are blessed by fate and have invented a heaven for themselves on earth. Man, you have missed it completely; they are as insecure as you are! Take it from me, this is a fact. They are as fragile as you and me. May be they were just lucky not to be dragged back into the past, into the sounds and scenes and memories that they tremble before, but they too have had them. If you have lived, and unless you are a hopeless idiot you have them. The intensification of pain comes with knowledge. In bodily pain there are barriers above which you do not feel anything, but in the case of internalized pain there is no limit, it multiplies exponentially. It lands you in a living hell.

What do the perps do to make you suffer so? It is simple is it not, to lead you back to those times of your absolute terror, for it has not gone anywhere. It is hidden beneath the surface of the mind, prowling stealthily underneath to come up at the least excuse. They know this, for they have had such experiences too. But they have converted those into a vicious pleasure of making others squirm. It is a shared pleasure for they are projecting their own pathetic sensations into you and eliciting a response which corresponds to their own. Unfortunately the human psyche is constructed in such a way that it can only come up with a limited number of responses where it concerns our emotional life. On strict analysis there are only two basic reactions possible to us (there could be infinite number of variations within them.) of pleasure and pain. The sensation of pleasure adds worth to our lives. Pain takes the life out of us.

Some one has defined pleasure as the absence of pain and not a sensation in itself. You might think that it is an extreme definition. But actually it is the most comprehensive of all definitions of our psychical activity. A little thought will soon convince you about it.

So how do we combat pain? Well, we do not combat it, we accept it – a bit lame, you say? It actually is a very powerful statement. There is no negativity in it. Consider it your enemy but do not ignore it. You have to live with this enemy whether you like it or not, so plan to do so. It would pounce on you unawares, so be prepared for it. Once you prepare yourself for the worst (the very Hell if you like) it would start to lose its terror. You would find that you can manipulate it so that it loses its sting and leaves only little traces on your mind. There are methods and methods of combat. When the enemy is so powerful you go by the rules of Judo- you convert its strength to assist you in destroying itself. Let me tell you, this can be done- it has been done. Your intelligence and your understanding do not matter. You could have the highest IQ in the world- it would not stop you from the victim of your fears. That story about Admiral Nelson - that in which he was left alone on a deserted island in the night while he was a child, and when rescued asking the questioner “ what is fear” in response to the question whether he did not feel fear in the night – is absolute tripe. Every one feels fear, it is ingrained.

You can’t fight pain, you can only divert its line of action, same way the perps do. It would be bestial to channel it to some one innocent, so channel it back to the perps, even with their trickery they are not above feeling terror, get back into them using the same channel of communication. They can’t ignore you the same way you can’t ignore them. Project into them imagining you are touching their core, raking up feelings of despondency, worthlessness, meaninglessness of their lives, and confusion. Imagine that you are homing in on to their Achilles’ heel. Let them have it full blast.

You think that this would not work? Well you would not know that unless you have tried it would you? Give it a try. As you go along you would find newer and surer methods to get in to them. Jung is in fashion now, think on the lines of collective consciousness, where everything is linked together to form one giant consciousness. Firmly believe that you are getting back at them with your thoughts, your will. Will it that they start to feel it in their bones that they are being haunted and hunted.
Even otherwise they are feeling it; they are not mere machines even if they have got machines to do most of their work. Unless they are sharing the feelings there would be no sense in doing it. What you sow is what you reap. This is no mere useless saying. There are subtle laws at work. You would be assisting them if you consciously involve yourself in it.

Think on it so that you understand the theory yourself.

Why we can't stop fighting

My recent posts have been hastily written for lack of time and may not have even reasonably covered the bare essentials of the topics on which they are written. Though I am aware of this drawback I’d rather do that than not posting at all. This is because, once the habit is broken, It might be hard to revive. It is not a question of having a large audience, but I had set out to do something to help a small segment of the humans who are being electronically ‘mauled’ by certain invertebrates to suit their interests. I believe that that is important in these murky times we are living in. Everything is being twisted and manipulated to yield the opposite results. The modern Goebbels’s would far out score their races founding father.
I did not start the blog with any such purpose in mind. I began to blog as a hobby, as a means to let the world know that one such guy lives in this world and have a few things to say to the world however unimportant they may seem to others. I really had a good time with it too, talking about whatever came to my mind. Looking back I see with amusement that I was even asking questions which I would never get an answer to. I have decided to let them remain in the blog so I would remember where I started. Now back to business.
I firmly believe that activities of these techno savvy lack-souls have to be brought to light. This is a reign of terror which could spoil the lives of others at any time. I did not think it my mission till I saw one who is affected by it. He forced me to see the reality of his situation, which is terrible to say the least. Even so I often find it difficult to relate to his points of view because I have never experienced it in my life. We are not in contact all the time. This is both the result of circumstances and a conscious decision on our part. I have not the least desire to become one of the victims, though it may sound terribly selfish. I have never considered myself as one who is likely to emulate Father Damien! The things that they say of the attacks are enough to make any ones blood run cold. I am not a complete coward mind you; I have been in a few scary scrapes in my life. But to have your mind invaded is not something I would have to done to myself or any others. This is the heights of atrocity. If I can I would never have it happen to me.
That being said I do not see anyone’s hopes as extremely good for being excluded from this pernicious scheme of these moral dwarfs. Some in the society may be acting out some bizarre urges buried deep within them by joining with these offenders. I had not noticed how these sorry sycophants (I would have liked to use a more stinging word, but that requires some amount of recalling and I am too pressed for time now to think of one) look before. But they are extremely discernible even in a crowd of thousands. Their dead and muddy expressions would be enough to give them away. They only escape notice because of the hurry people are in.
I did not understand the word soul-less before meeting these characters. We have no such concept in India. Every individual is supposed to have a soul and in the land of Kali (the Great Black One. Incidentally the Devil in the Bible is no match for her. There is even a saying which goes like “ would the devil dream of catching Kali” stating that it is next to impossible) who could be both good and evil at the same time, no one is denied a soul. But when one sees these perps with their deadpan expressions and waxy looks, one rather believes that these are soul-less. Even their spirits are on the wane. But yet these are the worst criminals in the history of the world. They consciously attack harmless and honest individuals for either money or for the sheer pleasure of it.
Unless we do something about this menace, and that too soon, these would take over the lives of people and erase the human race from the face of earth altogether, replacing it with remote controlled “Zombies”.
In that sense I can’t just sit still and live in a fool’s paradise. That is why I am involved in this cause and that is why I would stay involved in it.
-Hence the effort to put something down on paper every day. Do it yourself, whether you are affected or not, it might get the word to one person more, or just by thinking of eliminating it you would create an emotional climate suitable for serious legislation on the subject.

The new disease

Putting voices into the heads of people were supposedly researched for helping the deaf to hear. As with any other such technology it soon fell into the wrong hands. There are people with an evil turn of mind in every walk of society who would every now and then come up with brutal idea’s to crush others ruthlessly. This probably satisfies their lust for blood. These would have been naturally delighted to learn about the technology to beam voices into the skull. The immense possibilities of the technology would flash through their brain in a jiffy. They could not wait to get their hands on the machine.

Concealing it behind a thin veil of national security and other such myths would not deceive anybody. It would not absolve these from the heinous crimes they are perpetrating. To me technology should sub serve to the needs of humanity and it should not be the other way round. The use of such technologies as the voice to skull against innocent humans is totally against the fundamental principles of freedom of thought, expression and opinion enshrined in various hand books of governance. But then who would take the seriously, the constitutions I mean! Some say that all rules are created to be broken.

Voices inside the head is a symptom of schizophrenia as per medical journals. People in general too consider such individuals crazy. The microwave and FM frequency attacks trigger the same sort of phenomena in individuals, both on the personal and social levels. If they let out that they are hearing voices they are done for. There are several similarities in the symptoms of a schizophrenic and that of an electronically harassed person. Both suffer memory loss. Their mental response time is slowed down. Both become insensitive to stimuli from outside. The chemistry of brain in both cases is altered. A chemical known to cause behavior changes, dopamine, is seen at reduced levels in both. The data from harassment victims are gathered from observation rather than strict physiological examinations in this case. But it points that way. Body’s immune system is also adversely affected similarly in both cases. The eye sight is also impaired in those suffering from both diseases.

Considering that electronic attacks can faithfully imitate schizophrenia in humans it can be assumed that the brain centers stimulated or brought into action are similar in both cases. Hence it would be difficult to determine the real nature of the illness in the harassed individuals. Some of those claiming to be under electronic attack can be real schizophrenics who need medical assistance. Based on their own descriptions of their condition it appears that some of them are somewhat delusional and are hallucinating. But not everyone is like that. There are people who can state their case forcefully even with the diminished physical and mental capacities as a result of the constant beaming of harmful energy waves into them.

To me it appears that this new phenomenon should be classified as an infection and treated as such. The world can no longer show ignorance of the cause of this disease. It is evident from the available documentation that researches were on, on these lines and the technology was developed and perfected. Many nations as well as individuals including the under world have these in possession and they are using them indiscriminately on innocent civilians. There have been legislations to forbid the use of such weapons in some parts of the globe.

Even governments are starting to advise people on the hazards of using microwave technology in their daily lives. The Indian Health ministry recently told the people to keep cell phones away from the children, pregnant women, and people with heart conditions. This may not sound a great deal at the outset. But considering that India is the fastest growing cell phone market in the world and considering that its governments are fonder of the multinational firms than its own people this is a momentous event. They would not come out with such a statement unless there is compelling reason for it.

I believe that people and politicians all over the world are slowly becoming aware of the danger lurking in the dark and are starting to react. This is good sign.

Mind you,Its not easy

None are at peace with themselves and the world, you may think you are for a moment, but it wouldn’t last. This is the holy truth. That is why we run to the sages or alternately to the shrinks. Both won’t be able to help you, unless you help yourself. I had occasion to do a bit research on the subject and other than some medicines which completely shut off thoughts and thus relieve you of the pain you are feeling, there is nothing else in the market. Then I thought of looking into the older version of psychology namely the religious, some of them advice the constant thought of your savior or god and a firm belief in grace of god to compose yourself. Well I know it makes you shiver, this talk of God, so it does me! God is most anachronous thing in our times. And no wonder people are fed up with God; such are things that we see around us.

But there are versions of ancient psychology which disregards God altogether, this may come as a surprise to some of you but that is the honest truth. For instance in India there are six recognized branches of philosophy, only one of them admit the intervention of God in the scheme of things. The more ancient the works are the more broadminded they are. The earliest of these systems, the Samkhya system, does not talk about God at all, their theory being that the world was produced from the combination of consciousness and matter. We would not go into details, for our concern is finding a method to gain peace of mind.

Well the search was disappointing in this regard, I must say. The ancient Indians have analyzed the functions of the mind very thoroughly, the two methods they came up with to control it, although true, will not be very appealing to you. They call it “practice” and
“Keeping away from things” That is, you need to practice controlling your mind at all times (not very illuminating is it!) and you need to become disinterested towards the world in general (again an impossible task I must admit!). The great master who wrote the Yoga Sutras, the only dependable guide to yoga has emphasized that these are the only methods that there are, and of course I believe him.

The matter seems hopeless does it not?