Fright makes even idiots do things that they have never dreamed of doing. Certain of them even hide behind women and scuttles to and fro from places of power to overcome it. They have this strange notion that crowd is a good place to hide themselves. Even the best among men do foot massage to the wicked to extricate themselves from situations that they are afraid of. Fear is a vast domain and its territories extend to places that one never remembers of. It’s mostly subterranean and transfigures one beyond recognition.
When the top-dog is weak and effeminate this affects the whole establishment. This has been happening to mine. There is no use in being not corrupt alone, this any fool can hope to achieve. It’s easy; one has only to recall what one is taught in younger days and develop an obstinacy to stick to it. It’s only a learned behavior and has little moral value in itself. Virtue is not very palatable when it has little thought process behind it.
Now this top dog of mine, he has almost undone the whole of my establishment during his tenure. The whole department is soon going to be extinct and the weakling is still trying to show off as the most moral of men. May be this fate was unavoidable, there are other forces working at it. But he had some sort of a responsibility to make the establishment appear as a useful one in the eyes of the public. This he has failed to do. But still holds forth as the best of moralists around.
“I have done this and I have done that for you” he whines. “I have not even taken a holiday in my service.”
Well nobody asked him not to take a holiday. In fact such guys should take frequent holidays and reflect on what they are doing. Forgetting one’s life for something else is not a good sign in anyone, it’s sloppy behavior. Installed moral code does not mean a single thing unless it helps one to understand something about life and live it accordingly. Such as he fails because, he has a foolish ideal within that says that he should do this and that all through his life. The ideal is not his own, he has not tried to develop one of his own.
But strangely he seems to think that he has some right to claim the imaginary fruits that the constancy to the stupid ‘ideal’ is supposed to have brought to him. We can’t claim others children as our own and try to bring them up. In ordinary life they end in mental institutions. But luckily the moral bogus-pops flourish all over the world and are doing very well.
Well I have nothing against a bit of egoism; I would listen to an unabashed egotist than a trickster posing as a people’s man any day in my life. The egotist at least openly admits his interest in himself while the other expert stabs us when ones back is turned. All his high and mighty speech is only in self interest but he avoids mentioning himself cutely all through it.
But the egoist cannot be irresponsible in life, even the worst among them would have something sensible to say. This is natural since he is bound to exert his brain to some extent to defend himself.
This all came up because the palpable fear that this guy exhibits and his idiotic misjudgments have made the other frightened chicken in the department still worse. Currently a guy who was suspended for misbehavior and has recently reinstated is scurrying to HQ and back in a true blood-hound manner. He is out to get some one’s vitals. And the still better idiot at the HQ seems of the same mind.
What drove such fear into these useless and incompetent morons is beyond my powers of guessing. They are like a frightened lot of women and are alternatively weeping and crying. Who made these into men I wonder, they would not even do well in women’s garbs for some women are at least capable.
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